Neil: Kuch problem hai?
Mini: Nahi... (lowering her gaze) Kuch nahi...
Neil: Mini abhi tumne bola ki you need me and there is a way maybe in which I can help... And I felt that it was not only the panic which made you say it... I felt it was true.... Tell me is it?.. Can I relieve you from your pain anyhow?.... Pls...
Mini said nothing this time, just nodded in a no with a lowered gaze and when Neil lifted her face to make her face him, she turned and looked away from him. He could sense hesitation in her.
Neil: You have to give me a promise Mini.
Mini: Kya?
Neil: You will never hide anything related to your health.... Aur agar mere kuch bhi karne se tumhe 0.00001% bhi better lagte hai..... to tum mujhe bina hesitate kiye bologi....
Mini: But.... I can manage.... maybe...
Neil: (with tears in his eyes and heavy voice) Itna bhi haq nahi hai mujhe ki main tumhara saath de saku?.... (Mini uplifted her face and looked at him).... Itna bhi haq nahi hai mera ki main tumhara pain thoda sa hi sahi par kam kar saku?
Mini :(cupped his face) Hai Neil... Pura haq hai..... But it's just that... I don't want to... make you uncomfortable.... I will deal with it myself.
Neil: Aisa kya problem hai?... Bolo to sahi... Tumhe comfortable feel ho iske liye I can do anything... I can't see you suffering like this yaar...
Mini: Nothing... just don't stress about it.... Leave it. (She turned her face the other side)
Neil: Look at me... (he held her chin by his fingers and made her look at him)
Mini looked at him and Neil saw tears in her eyes.
Neil: Can't you share it with me?
Mini: I can but I don't want you to feel awkward..... I know I can deal with it... It will take some time..... (with great uncertainty in her eyes) but I can survive....
Neil: I don't want you to just survive all your life like this... I want you to live.... live your life.... freely... happily... without any emotional burden on your shoulders..... Release your tension pls....
Mini: Neil you are not getting it.... Just to feel comfortable myself how can I make you feel uncomfortable?
Neil: Mini.... No matter how uncomfortable it is.... I still want my promise.... At least share it with me....
Mini: How can I Neil?... (she lowered her gaze).... Tum... tumne.... Tumne already itna kuch kiya hai mere liye... main.... main kaise tumse....
Neil: Maine itna kuch kiya hai?.... Maine Mini?.... Really?
Mini looked at Neil and saw that he was trying to hide getting hurt again. He held her by her arms and said emotionally.
Neil: Tum keh rahi ho yeh?..... For god's sake.... Mini pls.... Pls can you get over this feeling ki main tumhare liye bahot kuch kar raha hu.... Tumhe to sab pata hai na Mini?.... Tumhe pata hai main kaise jee raha tha.... tum aayi ho meri life me tab to zindagi mili hai mujhe... tum kya chahti ho main tumhe aise ghutne du?.... Tum jaanti ho ki main aaj zinda hu to tumhari wajah se.... tum chahti ho ki main tumhe aise pal pal marta hua dekhta rahu?.... Tumne meri life khushiyon se bhari hai.... tum chahti ho ki main tumhe iss gloominess ke andhere me gum hota dekhta rahu?.... Tum mere discomfort ki baat kar rahi ho?.... Tumhe suffer karta hua dekhke..... will I be comfortable?... Tumhari aankhein bol rahi hai mujhe... Ki aisa kuch to hai jo main kar sakta hu... yeh jaante hue ki mere kuch karne se shayad tumhara pain kam ho jaaye par main nahi kar paaya to will I be comfortable?.... Tum jaan ho meri yaar.... main kaise tumhe struggle karta dekh comfortable ho sakta hu?.... Pls bata do na.... Kya baat hai jo tumhe itna pain de rahi hai abhi bhi.... Kyu aisa bol rahi thi tum panic me ki tum nahi jhel paogi.... kya ho gaya achanak phirse ki tum overcome karne ki koshish karte karte phir depress ho gayi?
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Meetha sa Ruhani ISHQ (Sequel)
FanfictionTrying to write my version of Sounoor as Mineil. The story continues from the previous book of this series. Those who are reading, please watch Patiala Babes on Sony LIV from episode number 257 to 349 and then read this series. It's an amazing show...
