Karan
Contentment, I had heard the word thousands of times throughout my life. But with Monami, I Finally realised what it actually feels like, what exactly it is. With her in my arms, I care a damn about this whole world cause I'm content in this life. Her being my wife, loving me, having trust in me, It just all made me feel so full.
Last night was a cherry on top. It's not hard anymore for me to accept that I've been in love with her. I was just being a coward by not accepting my feelings all these years. But now, when all the obstacles are out of our life, I'm not afraid to express what I feel for, what I want to give her. These people have started to call her Queen just now but for me, she was always the Queen of my heart, my RaniSahiba!!
I've no words to describe my feelings about when she said that she loves me, for all these years, just like me. I was stupid to think that she used to tease me, but her saying it to me without any hesitation or any ifs and buts, I was on cloud nine last night. She made me the happiest man alive.
This last week has been a literal roller coaster for us. Thankfully this shit drama is done. That's why I thought that I would spend a lot of quality time with her.
But this happiness was short-lived. The thought of staying away from her is haunting me every second. But the way she made me understand all of this, I'm just trying to wrap my head around that and giving it a try. I hope I'll be able to do that.
I have been smiling like a maniac since last night, remembering her referring to herself as a 'soldier's wife'. These three words made me so content that I can't even explain them in words. I don't know if I should feel proud of myself Or her.
Another smile stretched on my lips remembering the last night with her as I stood leaning on the doorway waiting for her.
It's been more than half an hour since she's gone meeting her old friend. I was trying to ignore this weird feeling of not having her in front of me, but can't help.
Another fifteen minutes passed and I finally pulled my phone out from my pocket and decided to check upon her. Dialling her number, I waited for her to answer but instead the automated voice came telling me that her phone is switched off.
I frowned and stood straight.
Scrolling down, I called the guard on main door security. As soon as he answered, I jumped to the direct point.
"Where's Monami? "
"Mam left in the car with her friend. " His answer came and I felt my heartbeat picking up its pace.
" Left?? What do you mean left?? Weren't you ordered to not let her go out?? " I lashed at him.
" I'm sorry Sir. I tried but she told me to go back inside and I had to obey her order. " His apologetic voice came and exhaled frustrated.
"You could have at least informed me or anyone. " I barked again in anger.
"I'm so-
I disconnected the call before he could answer and dialled her number again, it was still switched off. I couldn't help but assume that she definitely is in some danger.
I instantly opened the tracking app and checked the location of her mobile phone. It was 28 k.m. away from here, past the marketplace . I frowned and checked the location of the pendant, it was 73 k.m. away from here and my heart couldn't help but panic.
That means, she doesn't have her phone with her.
I clicked to check the exact location but my phone went off. I panicked even more and couldn't understand what just happened. Hitting the phone twice, thrice I tried to make it work but couldn't realise for some more seconds that it actually got switched off. I threw the phone away in anger and ran towards the security chamber.
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