I loved you first(BoyxBoy)

~Chapter 16~

I had writers block sorry for the wait and I'm also still in school which sucks cause everyone is on break. Enjoy the chapter xx

**Trigger warning**

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|Louis POV |

This is all my fucking fault.I should have never brought him into our house. Niall clearly didn't want to see him and I let him sit on my couch.

Its Zayn's fault.

We were deep in conversation and I guess Niall came down and we didn't notice.I heard a big ass thump like someone was fallling and it was..my baby.

"What the fuck?!?....Niall?..Are you OK?"

He didn't respond.of course he didn't...he couldn't.

Niall was pale,more than usual.His eyes were closed so that meant he was unconscious.it hurt me knowing that I didn't know why he was in pain.

I was really shocked.i didnt know he hated Zayn this much.

I was the first one to reach him.

I had to keep pretending he was my boyfriend.i wasnt faking the hurt it was real.just because we're tricking him doesn't mean i dont care.

Even though were not dating we sure act like it.We call each other babe,love,baby,and all that good stuff.we cuddle all day and his presance makes me happy.He makes me happy.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT BITCH!!I SHOULD HAVE NEVER LET YOU COME HERE!!"

"HOW IS THIS MY FAULT... I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO TALK TO HIM YET!!"

"WELL I GUESS YOU JUST BEING HERE MADE HIM FAINT BECAUSE HE DESPISES YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT?!? IM TIRED OF YOU JUDGING ME FOR TRYING TO FIX THIS..IM FUCKING OUT OF HERE GOOD LUCK." Zayn yelled.

Well I guess he was serious because he just walked out.I was with Niall alone.

Oh shit.I don't know what to do. What if he dies in my arms and its all my fault?

I would never forgive myself for that.

I didn't have time to think.I carried Niall quickly into my car.I was running so fast I almost tripped over my own feet.by the time I got to my car I was a sweating mess.

I was really hoping I don't drop Nialler.It would have been really bad.I didn't.

I drove to the hospital.hands sweating,heart beating like crazy and tears in my eyes.

I don't want to lose my best friend.I already lost Stan.He was killed with a gun.My gun.No one was supposed to find it.

I was just holding it for a mate and at that time Stan was unstable.He was being bullied in school for years nonstop.His family didn't want him.

They kicked him out because he supported the lgbt community. Who the hell does that? I would have understood If they did that If he was gay.

But just because he supported them it makes no sense.

We were at my house. He was smoking weed trying to clear his mind and I was on my laptop doing a paper for school.

"Hey lou, I need to go to the bathroom I'll be a right back mate.in 5 minutes look in my backpack and you'll find something that says your name. "