I loved you first(BoyxBoy)

~Chapter 11~

Just know the story will get more interesting soon.Stay tuned.x
(Some deep stuff in this chapter.)

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|Louis POV |

I grabbed Niall's hand and we walked to the school entrance.

His hand was small and soft.I felt like I was holding something fragile and beautiful.He was inside and out. But he didn't know it.

I don't know if it was the butterflies in my stomach but I was nervous as fuck.I just didn't know what today would hold for us.But knowing that, by doing this I would help Niall find happiness that he needs badly.

I wanna see him smile everyday, a real smile not a fake one.

Everyone, once in their lifetime wears a mask.They hide behind it and never come out.They're scared,afraid, and lost.Its not their fault though, its the bullies and the people who always judge them for being themselves.

I really do hate this generation. All the good people that really have a purpose and have a future are suicidal. They feel like the only choice is death.It's because of all the bastards who think that making fun of someone is funny.

It's not.

One simple word can scar them for life.it takes a few seconds just to ruin someone's day.Just because you want to fit in with the popular crowd doesn't mean you have to be a dick.
(I like it but still.)

Instead of tearing them down piece by piece slowly bring them up.Say hi and actually get to know them.Don't judge them because of the clothes they wear or where they come from.It doesn't fucking matter.

Take example from me.I'm popular.I'm popular for being the sass master but for being nice and not being fake.

I don't talk behind people's back or make fun of someone. I've been the victim AND its not fun.I've wanted to die and never take another breath again.

But someone brought me up and Made me realize.I'm worth it.that I deserve to be happy just like everyone.
That fellow was Harry...but I don't think he remembers me or remembers how he saved me... from myself.

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|Niall's POV |

School sucks.I never wanna go to school..EVER.

All that happens there is me getting builled and made fun of.After what Zayn did I felt even worse about myself. No one could ever love an ugly ass like me.

I wanna just get over with high school.No bullies and no worries.that is what I really want.

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Louis was holding my hand tightly like he was afraid I would slip from his grip.We walked the short distance to the entrance and there he was, the devil himself.

"Hey Niall " Zayn said casually like nothing ever happened.

"Don't talk to me you twat I hate you." I said

"Niall, please I just wanna talk with you about something...alone."

I wanted to talk with him to hear his angelic voice but the other half of me didn't wanna hear anything that came out of his mouth.
Louis sensed my confusion and toke care of it.