I loved you first(BoyxBoy)

~Chapter 24~

Zayn's pov

The guard forcefully took me outside of the room and started taking me towards his car.

"I don't think you know who I am. I'm fucking Zayn Malik,the son of the multi millionaire couple who own xfinity! Without my parents, you wouldn't be able to watch the porn I know you watch 24/7! I swear to god if you don't let me go, I'm calling the real police. You're just a fucking guard you can't do anything to me." I shouted with pride.

" You fucking brat or whatever the fuck your name is, I honestly don't care who you are! You were in room 28, with a patient passed visiting hours, and not to mention all of the fucking blood on the floor! Did you not see the way he was fucking traumatized? You are in huge trouble,you're so lucky that I didn't slam you against that wall when you were shouting at me like that.I don't take disrespect from anyone.You hear me?" The guard hissed.

"No,but I can feel the spit on my face,sir.You had no right to slap me around the way you did in there."

"Every single patient in this hospital is my responsibility. I took a pledge to protect them from any crazy mofos like you.I even care about the queers as well." He said snickering at the end.

"You did not just say that! What difference does him being gay have to do with anything? He is a human being just like you." I gritted through my teeth.

"Wait...why are you getting so defensive? Are you his boyfriend?" He taunted.

"No." I wish

"Look, the only difference between queers and me is....I don't like it in the butt if you know what I mean." He winked

I wanted to change the fucking subject. He was a homophobic and I didn't want to waste my time arguing with him,it was pointless.

"Why don't we just forget about this, and I can pay you a little money to let me go...hmm?"

He laughed.

"You just keep on adding trouble huh? When we get to the police station ,it'll be hard for you to get out of there."

"Pshh...what are you even going to say to them? I didn't do anything against the law!" I shouted.

"Let's see,trespassing, assault towards someone in the hospital with a mental disease of being gay and suicidal,and trying to bribe a guard."

SHIT.

"I did not fucking trespass.The lady at the desk let me go in, and visit him.It's her fault,she didn't follow the rules.I did.

"Yea right, why would I believe you instead of my wife? I swear, the more teenagers I meet, the more I know that our world is gonna be extinct soon.Don't you guys ever think before you do anything? I bet all the popular,good-looking,brats think they own the fucking world.It's honestly so damn funny to me." He said shaking his head.

"I'm not a brat." I mumbled

He yelled in my ear,"What was that pretty boy?"

"Stop spitting in my face,"I said with gritted teeth "You have no right to treat me like this!"

With that, I twisted my arm releasing his grip from me, and I ran to my car as fast as I could.

The guard was yelling trying to catch up to me,but I was to fast for him.I didn't get too far when I saw a line of police cars surrounding the hospital.The sirens were on,and the police officers had their guns out pointed at me.

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|Louis pov|

"Harry please I didn-"

"You know what Louis? Save it.I'm honestly done with people like you," He said walking away from me."You are probably the fakest person I have ever met.I don't even know why you're here trying to apologize, when clearly you meant every fucking word that was coming out of your mouth!Don't play innocent with me,I know the real you," He whipped his tears with the back of his hand furiously."Just leave it."

"You don't understand...I never meant to hurt you like that Harry, when I get wasted I have no memory of what I do or what I say. I know exactly how you're feeling, please Harry just hear me out! Im just a dumb ass..just hear me out"

He stopped moving away from me and sat on the sidewalk,patting the space next to him,"Make it quick,Loser."

I sighed a breath of relief.

"Thank you for hearing me out mate,it really means a lot. Look Harry,I honestly didn't mean what I said,I'm just going through some rough times you know? Niall's in the hospital in pain and I can't do anything to help him,so I felt worthless and I came here to feel better but it was the opposite to be honest. I feel worse."

My voice was beginning to crack,"ah shit I'm sorry...I jus-st hate being vulnerabl-e."

I turned my face quickly and tried to get my composure back asap.

"Lo-"

"Please don't.... I hate being treated like a baby,can we just pretend none of this happened?"I whispered pointing towards my tear stained face.

Harry burrowed his eyebrows
"I wasn't going too. I know you, This is probably the first time I have ever seen you cry...That says something you know? I've known you since 8th grade.You're a tough shell,but you're allowed to cry.That doesn't make you less of a man.In my opinion that makes you more of a man. Someone who isn't afraid to show their true feelings,and not giving a dog's shit about what people think of you.I can't tell you you'll be okay because I know everything won't be fixed,but I will tell you I'll be here." He finished talking and gave me a comforting hug.

As nice as that was...finally getting to feel him touch me,I was nonplussed.

"Um...why are you hugging me after all the hurtful shit I just said to you, not to long ago?"I said pulling away from his hug.

"Look,I don't hold grudges as you can see.It's just...I don't know...I know you're hurting right now, and I won't ruin this moment. I'm the kind of person that can't say no,no matter how hard I try I just can't.I care way more about other peoples feeling than mine. Nowadays that shit is so rare to be honest."

"Uh...yea that's true.I just wish there were more people like you in this world Harry.People who are as caring and selfless as you are,with a beautiful smile and gorgeous hair. I bet no one would suffer." I replied with honesty

"No ones perfect Louis, but I will tell you, you're on the verge of becoming someone better.I see it in your eyes.Why don't I drive you home love?Everythings forgiven and forgotten.Whatever we talked about is only between us,I promise."

With that said, he gave me a peck on my cold cheek making me feel so warm and ecstatic.

Harry I just hope you're right.

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