I loved you first(BoyxBoy)

~Chapter 23~

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|Lou's POV|

"Oi Oi Oi ! Pass the blunt will ya! I've been waiting for ages mate." I slurred.

"Hey Lou, I think you've had enough..you should probably go home.It's getting late." Someone said.

"I have an idea! Why don't you mind your own business I'm a grown ass man,and I can make my own decisions..whether their GOOD or BAD." I shouted.

"I'm just trying to fucking help mate, I don't wanna see you in the fucking street walking by yourself and then have some asshole bother you!" He shouted

"Well guess what dumb ass, I don't care!" I scoffed

"I bet you will when you get hurt!"

"Oh come on you gotta be kidding me! You sound JUST like my worthless Mum.Calm your tits lad,have some fun!"

"How can I have fun when your here getting wasted?" He whispered so lightly I could barely hear him.

I didn't care what he was said but honestly why would I care?
I don't even know him.I'm not wasting my time on a fucking stranger.

"You know what? Fuck you.Your such a pussy! I bet you haven't gotten laid in a long ass time! Go find someone to fuck around with, and I bet you'll change your whole attitude."I slurred loudly.

"I don't fuck around with people, that's messed up! Do you think I'm trying to get a sexual disease? I'm not like the rest.I don't fuck around with people just for pleasure.We need to have a connection before I let someone fuck m-- I-I mean before I fuck someone.Yea that's what I meant."

"Omg!! I can't believe your a fucking fruit loop oh-oh god I can't wait to tell everyone !!"

"You wouldn't d-do that."

"Well, we'll have to see won't we." I smirked.

I ran away from him as fast as I could and ran to the DJ.

"Hey give me the mi-oof what the hell man !!"

The tall stranger was laying on top of me.

"Why would you fucking tackle me you asshole!" My whole body felt like I've been hit by a car 5 times.He stood up and just stood there with his eyebrows knitted together just thinking of words to say.

"I-im so sorry Lou,I j-just can-" He stood up with tears about to fall out of his mesmerizing eyes ,and raced towards the exit with so much speed, it made me dizzy.

Oh no... what have I done? Why would I expose him when I myself was gay-ish?

"Wait don't leave!" The house was packed of people and it was hard to move around.You barely had room to move your elbow!

I needed to get to him and apologize. It was hard trying to run after him while I was so wasted.After all he was trying to help me and I was being a douche.

I scanned the packed room on my tippy toes and I couldn't see him any where. He shouldn't be hard to find, I mean he's 10 ft tall with gorgeous hair and amazing eyes.

Wait what? Louis you can't say that....concentrate....

I felt a tap on my shoulder.

"Hey sexy." It was Diamond my ex.She was hot as hell,but she was a slut who had sex with every man that has a dick.Even the teachers.She cheated on me with the Science teacher,I caught them going at it and it was over for us.

She was biting her lip so hard I think it was going to start bleeding. She moved her index finger all over my chest trying to seduce me.

"Oh, it's you...I mean Hi Diamond it's nice to see you." I said with a fake smile.

"I know right! How about you and me go into the spare bedroom upstairs, so you can have some much needed pleasure.You look so tense.I bet I can relax you really good." She whispered in my ear.

"No.I'm kinda busy looking for somone if you'll excuse me."I said.

"Oh come on Lou, just like old times huh?"

"Diamond you wanna know something?" I said whispering in her ear this time.

"You're the reason why I turned gay."

She was speechless.Her mouth was wide open (from all dicks in her mouth!) And her eyes were huge.

I just walked away with a proud smile on my face.

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Its been over 30 minutes and I still couldn't find the mysterious stranger.I was still wasted but not as much as before.I asked my friend Kyle for a pill and water, so I should be fine for now.

Louis why are you even looking for him? Your never gonna see him again....Why bother?

I don't care I have to look for h-

"HEY! I FOUND Y-"

The mysterious stranger was standing in the corner with his face facing the wall.I recognized his wonderful hair anywhere.

He finally turned around and his eyes were boodshit red.I finally realized that the guy had similar luscious curls like Harry.

It was Harry.He was the mysterious stranger.The guy I've had a crush on for ages and the guy I made cry for being gay.

His boyfriend was pronounced dead a few days after Niall was admitted into the hospital.I can't imagine all of the pain he's going through. Niall is my other half and I would be devastated if he died.

Now that I was somewhat sober I can't believe I treated Harry like shit.When I get wasted I don't recall anything at all.

I get wasted on purpose.I don't do this often but when I do you know something is horribly wrong with me.

I have a tough shell that no one can brake, but on the inside I'm the loneliest person you'll ever meet.How could I not recognize him while I was drunk?

Louis, you can't even recognize yourself even you're drunk.

Now I know he will never go out with me no matter how hard I try.I hurt him and I promised myself I would never do that to him,and I failed.