never thought you'd do that - || pedri gonzález ||

chapter XXII. - ''see you soon''

|| juni's pov ||

I have been wandering around the city for hours. I went all the way up to the bunkers thst were in the Barcelona. It was so beautiful and whole city could be seen from there. I was just sitting there and crying,hugging my legs that were pressed against my chest. It was probably around midnight but i didn't care.

Why would he be so mean to me?

I just told him that i see him as a friend. I wasn't sure about it though. I don't know what i feel something towards him.

It's confusing.

I felt my phone vibrating again. It has been like that ever since i started walking away from the stadium. It was probably Ferran. It's not like it would be Pedri after what he just told me a while ago.

Gosh even saying his name hurts.

I guess i gotta move on.

But my heart kept on hurting.

I stayed there. Watching the city.

Not caring that the weather got colder.

I guess that's it.

Lost friendship.

Something broke in me i don't what it was but losing Pedro like this.. it felt unreal.

It was past midnight i believe around 2 am when i got my self together and went home.

After i arrived i went to the bathroom and saw my puffy and red eyes.

Was he even worth the tears?

I sighed and went to take a bath. I put in bath bomb with glitters and got it. I went under water for a while and spend about an hour just sitting there and thinking again.

|| pedri's pov ||

I thought i would feel better but i didn't. In fact i felt even worse because i had ended it.

I invited some girl over i met in club. She was clingy as fuck.

It wasn't anything serious.

Just a hook up.

I know it wasn't me.

That's not who i am but i thought doing this would make me forget her.

I didn't work now.

But it will eventually do,no?

It has been only few hours.

[ timeskip - still pedri's pov ]

It has been week and well,what can i say?

I thought the emptiness in my heart would vanish and that i would be okay.

But i wasn't.

But i tried my best to focus on football because that was what mattered the most and it was my life.

Now i had to get ready for the training.

I was happy to be back.

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Once i had arrived i greeted with everyone and changed into my training kit.

I was walking up the stairs and Ferran ran up to me.

''¿Has oído hablar de Juni? (Have you heard about Juni)?'' He asked me

''¿Por qué me preguntas por ella? (Why are you asking me about her)'' i asked.

''Entonces algo realmente sucedió hace unos días (So something really happened a few days ago)'' Ferran said,probably referring to what happened on the match day. I knew they must have heard her yelling at me.