Nyctophilia j.g

3.1

I walked into the  house.

It felt strange finally stepping inside after being gone.

I assumed my parents were at work like they normally were at this time so I was alone.

I wondered if they even worried that I was missing or maybe they knew.

I walk into my room and see everything the way it use to be. My bed was neatly made and not a thing was on the floor.

Although it was meant to be home it wasn't. Not anymore.

I debated if I should leave. I didn't belong here, these people weren't my parents and although I still loved them I wouldn't feel comfortable.

How was I suppose to feel comfortable after this?

I couldn't help but think of Jack.

No, I shouldn't think of him. I don't want to hurt him anymore and the thought of him only made me want to be with him.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts when I hear a loud thump from downstairs. Maybe it was just my parents.

Either way I get up and make my way down stairs.

When I reach the bottom of the stairs no one was there.

I look around to find anyone but no one was in sight.

I couldn't help but feel cautious.

Maybe someone else is after me.

Suddenly a deep voice startles me but I soon relax instantly knowing who it was.

"Why did you leave me?" I turn around and nearly gasped at the sight of him.

He looked ill and his voice sounded like he was begging me for and answer causing my heart to ache with guilt.

"Jack let's sit down." I say worrying that he'd collapse any second.

I move towards him but he takes a step back leaving me hurt but I deserved it.

"Please Jack just sit down and I'll explain please."

He hesitantly agrees as he follow me to the living room where he sits down while I stand.

"I'm sorry." I mumble.

He doesn't respond, just waits for me to continue.

"I- I wasn't going to leave you in fact the idea of it sounded crazy-"

"Then why did you?"

"Because Jack, when Harahel came in and told me you were next door I couldn't have been more happier and when I went to see you he stopped me and told me I shouldn't. At first I was furious but I soon understood what he was saying, Jack none of this wouldn't have happened if it was for me. I don't want you to get hurt."

"So you just left, you leaving me would hurt more then anything else you could do. Don't you understand I can't live without you."

I was silent, feeling regret for listening to Harahel. I realised that I wouldn't be able to live without Jack either which only made me feel worse about the situation.

"I'm sorry Jack, I don't know what I was thinking. I'm just scared of losing you. I love you so much and-"

He cuts me off by grabbing my arm and pulling me down before placing his cold lips on mine.

At first I'm shocked but soon respond eagerly .

He pulls away and looks at me his dark eye filled with an unknown emotion.

"I don't ever want you to leave me again" he mumbles.

"And I won't." I promised him and I meant it.

(A/N okay guys I think 1 more chapter and then this book is over :) so enjoy 

Chapter dedicated to    -Liamdunbar                       Thank you!)