Chapter 12
I thought I was good at adapting. I thought I could simply go with the flow of life, no matter the situation. Because in the end, if I chose to swim, I would eventually reach the shore. But I also know that life doesn't always work in our favor.
Yet, just thinking about Jayscen's confession earlier made me realize how ignorant and clueless I really am. Was I that numb? He has a crush on me. But should that even worry me? Paghanga lang naman iyon siguro, hindi ba?
Argh! Sumasakit ang ulo ko rito! Kanina ko pa nginangatngat itong ballpen ko. Nalulutang na lang bigla-bigla pag susubukan kong mag-review.
But since I'm only human, destined to never know everything yet gifted with the ability to learn, because questions never truly end, maybe there's nothing wrong with acknowledging what he feels for me. Maybe. . . just maybe, I could learn to feel the same.
At kapag mas lalong lumalim? Iyon na ba 'yong tinatawag nilang pagmamahal?
"The three branches of the government are executive, legislative, and judi-punyemas!"
Pumikit ako nang madiin dahil sunod-sunod na tumunog ang Messenger ng phone ko. Nakalimutan kong i-silent ito kanina dahil diretso na akong nag-review.
Binuksan ko 'yon dahil galing pala sa mga chat sa group chat ng section namin pero walang teacher na kasama.
Ang ingay ng mga loko dahil halatang dinidilubyo ng exam para bukas. Binuksan ko na lang ang message dahil distracted na lang din naman ako, ituloy-tuloy ko na.
Messenger
Walang teacher (mga burikat lang)
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8:15 PM
Finnley:
guys ang grade ay numbers lang #mygradesdontdefineme #dontbullyme
(😆❤8)
prayer circle:
Unsent a message.
unsint unsint
prayer circle:
🕯 🕯
🕯 🕯
🕯 pasado sa exam🕯
🕯️ 🕯
🕯 🕯
(❤💙🤞20)
May mga nag-react ng haha sa message niya, isa na ako. Loko-loko talaga ang isang 'to, imbes na magreview ay ganito ang inaatupag.
Rhyolite:
kapag ikaw nahuli kong sumesenyas ipapatapon kita
(😢2)
Nagreply naman si Jedidah sa prayer circle na isinend ni Finnley.
Jedidah:
sumalangit ka nawa finnley 🙏
(😆😭❤9)
Finnley:
skeri ka naman ante, pagpalain ka nawa kasi yon😭😭😭
(😆😭10)
May sinend pang video ang isang classmate namin na galing sa TikTok. Puro mga manifestation kuno, e hindi nga nag aaral nang mabuti ang mga ugok na 'to.
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