A shower was the last thing on my mind right now. Nobody understands what I'm going through... As far as that goes, I'm not even sure I understand. I've never felt this kind of pain, that heart wrenching pain that kills your insides. Losing a loved one is the worst thing that has happened to me. Especially because it was my fiancé, Troy Young. The only people who have the smallest clue of what emotions are running through me right now are, . Sam , Carter , Jake and Micheal . those 5 boys have always been inseparable . It's got to be hard to loose a band member, but it kills to loose someone your madly in love with... And it's all my fault. Period. There is no way in hell anyone will change my mind about that. Troy's death was my fault. Nobody will agree with me, they tell me it was his choice and that it wasn't my fault... But I know it was. Maybe it would be more helpful if you knew the whole story about how this happened. As my reality sinks in, I tell you the story of me and Troy Young .
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Last Words and New Beginnings
RomanceHave you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything in your power to save them? With love , heartbreak , emotions , and time not your their side , how can you get through the hardest parts of life ?
