I've been spending a lot of time thinking about Sam. Replaying visions and hopes I have every night before I go to sleep. It's been really difficult dealing with Troy's passing... I will always love him no matter what... But you always have to move on. You can't just sit and grieve over something for so long... When you love something let it go. I've been having these weird things happen. I keep getting these... Signs? Yeah, I guess you could call it that. But every time I'm thinking to myself about Sam... Something happens. Like yesterday when I was driving home from lunch with Micheal's girlfriend Claire, (who I have come very close to) I was daydreaming about me and Sam dating. And then... Out of no where the radio turns on and it plays me and Troy's song. Which was Smile by Uncle Kracker. im not sure if this is Troy's way of telling me that being with Sam is a horrible idea... Or I'm just hallucinating. That seems to be my answer for everything lately. I don't know. Because I don't. Everything has been so confusing lately. I'm trying to get over Troys's death and figure out my feelings for Sam. And this isn't easy let me tell you. I just really wanna talk to Troy again... That's what I long for the most... Just to see him again.
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Last Words and New Beginnings
RomanceHave you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything in your power to save them? With love , heartbreak , emotions , and time not your their side , how can you get through the hardest parts of life ?
