Love is not enough

Best friends brake up

Present:

Simon's Pov:

I'm going to Adele's house to see my family as usual, it's a bit agonizing that I can't see my children's mother and my baby 24 hours a day.

I miss them, I miss Adele.

As I parked the car I quickly knocked on the door.

"Hi Si" Adele opened the door and greeted me.

"Hi beautiful" she blushed and I hugged her.

"How's my little baby down there?" I went to one knee and kissed Adele's belly.

"He or She is fine" she giggled.

"When can we find out the gender?"

"Actually I wanted to talk to you about that, come in" she let me in the house.

"So?" I smiled.

"Next week I have a doctor appointment and we'll see our little baby's gender" she said smiling and holding her baby belly.

"Oh my god, are you serious?"

"Yess" she jumped up and down and I laughed.

"How are you?" I asked her.

"I'm fine, thanks"

"And how are you actually? I know you're not ok."

"What do you want me to say Simon?, I'm lonely and I fell lonely. I'm always alone at home if Angelo is at his grandmother's, what can I do?" She said in a rather calm and indifferent tone.

"I'm not fine as well, I think I'm going to explode but I can't because Angelo is here, by the way where is my baby?" I asked.

Usually Angelo comes running to hug me but now the house is completely silent.

"He's at my mum's house" she said.

Her eyes are different, they are hurt but strong at the same time, she doesn't want to be hurt.

"Oh ok"

"Why are you going to explode?" She asked seeping on her tea and handing me my mug.

"Thanks" I took the tea.

"I miss you Adele" I sadly smiled.

"I can't take it anymore, I love you with all of myself and it destroys me not to have you next to me and not even be able to touch you."

"I know Simon, it's not that easy for me as well" she said holding her baby bump "but you have to find your real love" her lips started to quiver.

"For god's sake Adele, you are my love!!! How can you have doubts on it? I love you Adele Adkins, I fucking love you. I'm going to explode because I can't even kiss your lips, I can't live with my family all the time, I want to enjoy your pregnancy but I can't, I want to be with you but I can't! I fucking love you so damn much but I can't!" I basically shouted in anger.

Now she started crying uncontrollably.

"I'm so sorry for yelling at you, hey" I came closer to her.

"I'm such a bad person" she hugged my torso and cried on my chest.

"Why?"

"Because I'm keeping you from what you love, your family"

"I want you back princess I'm begging you, I love you Laurie" I cried with her and kissed her on the lips.

Her lips taste better than I remembered, I missed them so much.