Love is not enough

Painful soul

Alice's Pov:

I actually can't believe that Adele is pregnant, she's only 16, she's happy though.
I wonder how Christian will react to her girlfriend being pregnant, I mean he seems a good boy but I don't like him.

Adele sometimes calls me and tells me that she and Chris had a fight and all the bullshits that he tells her like: 'I don't wanna be with you anymore', 'you're just wrong for me I deserve better', 'you're not pretty anymore' and stuff like that.

I know that when someone is angry they could tell something wrong and they don't actually think , but that's too much.

Adele's Pov:

Alice is happy for me and Christian, but she's worried because she doesn't like him, and I know that; I mean, when we fight He always says something wrong that really makes me feel so sad, he's only angry though, he doesn't think that stuff, I hope.

Today I'm gonna tell him.

...

"Chris babe come here" I said to him, putting my hand on the bed to let him sit with me.

"What's wrong" he said, intrigued.

"I have to tell you something that is gonna change between us, something really special" I am a little nervous but I am sure that he's gonna be happy as I am. At least I hope.

I started to get really really nervous.

"I'-i-im  p-pregnant Chris" I said.

"YOU ARE FUCKING WHAT?!" He yells and I jumped out of fear.

"WHAT THE FUCK ADELE?! you can't be pregnant, I can't be a father right now, I am fucking 17 Jesus! You told me you were on pills, did you lie to me?"

"I didn't lied to you!!" I yelled.

"Then why are you pregnant Adele? DID YOU CHETED ON ME!?!" He yells on my face

I'm scared of him for the first time ever

"NO! And aren't you happy?" I cried

"How can I be happy? No, I'm not happy, I don't wanna have a kid right now, I don't wanna be a father!!!" He yelled again.

"Stop yelling at me!!" I scream on top of my lungs.

"Adele you have to abort" he calmly said.

"What?!" I said shocked.

"Murder it" he firmly said.

"No"

"Yes"

"Didn't you hear me?!, NO! I'm not gonna murder my own kid, ok? Is it clear now?" I said with so much anger in my voice.

"If you keep the baby then I won't be with you anymore" he said.

"Then this is the door" I calmly pointed to the door a few steps away from us.

With that he left slamming the door behind him.

He left.

The father of my baby just left me, us.

I began to cry my eyes out, I've never felt such a pain before, I feel useless and so fucking scared.

      ...

1 week later...

Adele's Pov:

It's been a week since the last time I saw Christian, my Chris...

I'm going to rase this child alone, I'm with my friends, Alice and my mum but, this child won't have a dad.

Flashback...

2 years ago

Alice's Pov:

"One day I would like to become a mum, I want a girl, a baby girl to take care of".

"Yeah me too but I want a baby boy" Adele said smiling widely.

"Imagine our babies grow up with each other, doing things together, their mums being best friends and stuff like that... it's just- it would be amazing!" I said.

"Yeah they're going to be best friends too!" We both laughed.

"But I want my child to have the kind of family that I've never had, a dad to grow up with, his mum, maybe a little brother or sister one day, just a happy family" She continued more seriously and I nodded in agreement.

End of flashback...

Adele's Pov:

My child is definitely not gonna have that kind of family that I've always dreamed about...

It happened to me very often that I felt particularly lost and couldn't get through my sense of loneliness.

Since I attended the Brit school I've started to write music to feel my feeling, what my heart feels and I love doing that. I always can write how I feel and it's just amazing.

In fact today I'm going to the studio because I want to write some songs.

Since it's only 8 in the morning I have to get ready. I put some make up on: a little bit of mascara and foundation; I got dressed with a simple t-shirt and black leggings.

"Bye mum I'm leaving!" I said to my mum.

"Ok honey see you soon"

When I arrived, I entered in the studio.

"Hi Mich!" I said to my producer.

"Hi Adele!, are you ready to write some new songs young lady?"

"Yess, I'm super ready!" I said.

"How are you feeling though? Have you met him or talk to him?"

"No and every single moment I think about him I start crying no stop" I said and I started sobbing.

He came over to me and he rabbed me in his arms while I cry like a baby.

"How's your little angel?" He asked with a sad smile.

"Today in the afternoon I have a doctor appointment" I smiled thinking about my little peanut.

"Are you happy about becoming a mum Delly?" he said.

"Yeah I'm very happy but I'm scared of giving birth actually" I giggled.

"But it'll be worth it, you know that" he smiled and I smiled too.

We kept on write some songs and then I made my way out of the building.
Since I'm too young to drive, I have to go home by foot.