Love is not enough

I'm gonna be alright

One month later...

Simon's Pov:

We haven't touched, spoken much or even smiled at each other in a whole month.

I know Adele is afraid of my touch even if she doesn't say it, because it could lead to having sex, having sex could mean pregnancy or just sadness because we can't have a baby now.

I'm dying to even hug her but she seems to refuse me, it breaks my heart.

"Come here baby" I tried to open my arms hoping she would run into them.

Obviously she didn't.

Disappointment is clear on my face, I know she noticed it.

"I'm just going to play a bit with Angelo" I finally spoke after a while.

"Wait Si" she said displeased but I just looked down and shed a tear. I got out of our bedroom.

"Hey beautiful boy" I smiled while entering Angelo's room.

"Daddy" he sadly smiled.

I went over him and picked him up.

He loves when I do that because he says that I'm strong and tall like a superhero, he feels safe and I couldn't be happier if he feels in that way.

"Dadda can we go to the park and play football?" He said with a pleading face.

"Sure, I don't see why not. Come on." He was really happy.

Since all that happened we didn't go to the park or spend much time with the most amazing thing that could have ever happen in our life, me and Adele's: Angelo.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you" he said jumping up and down.

"You're welcome my life" I kissed his nose.

He jumped in my arms and we went to look for Adele.

"Where is my mumma?" He looked in my eyes.

How I love him.

"Honestly? I think she is still in our room baby" I said.

"Go in your room baby I'll talk to her when I find her" luckily he nodded.

It took me thirty seconds to find out where she was.

The bedroom door was half opened and there she was.

Only in her knickers and bra, turned on the back. She was putting her robe on and it was a bit transparent.

God I have the hottest girlfriend ever.

She seduces me and I swear she's not even trying it.

As it is she headed towards the balcony, there was a little wind to ruffle her hair.

I walked towards her and began to breathe against her neck, at first she froze but then she relaxed a bit when she realized it was me.

My hands were on her hips, my lips on her neck and her breath became heavy. I knew I shouldn't push myself any further so I just hugged her as tight as I could.

"I'm sorry for earlier Simon" she turned around and placed her arms on my shoulders.

"It's ok, I understand you" I said.

With that she kissed me and wrapped her arms around my neck.

That's our first kiss after a long time and I missed it.

I missed her.

"Take me to bed Simon" she whispered.

As much as I wanted to do it with all my heart, I promised Angelo that we would go to the park and I can't disappoint my boy.