Love is not enough

I'll take the blame

Adele's Pov:

My life changed so quickly in the past 2 years, I have a four year old little boy, I'm pregnant and I'm with a guy named Rich.

I always thought that after meeting Simon my life would be perfect, I felt respected for the person I am, I felt understood when even I couldn't do it myself and I felt loved unconditionally.

How has my life changed now? Am I really happy? Is this what I want?

Past:

"She's just being distant Al, I don't know why" I said to Alice.

"Did you have a fight recently?" She asked.

"Nono we didn't, that's weird, she has never been so aloof without telling me why" I said.

"You should talk to her babe, maybe she's just moody in the past few days" she suggested.

"I hope she's ok" I said with a sad smile.

"Trust me, it's going to be alright"

I smiled.

We went out of the bar and went straight home. As I opened the door all I see is dark.

"Weird" I said.

"Simon is at his mum's with the baby, Alex's parents are in London centre, Alexandra should be here".

"Lex!" Alice shouted.

I made my way up the stairs and opened her bedroom door.

Empty.

Literally empty.

I began to tear up, I ran out of her room and opened all the other possible room's door where she could be.

Nothing.

"Alice! She's gone, her things are not here, her room is empty!'' I cried.

"What?!" She widened her eyes.

We tried to call her a billion times but she never picked up, so we kept looking for her by running all over the house.

"I'll call Simon" I ran on the living room searching for my phone.

"Hi bab-" Simon couldn't even finish talking because of me.

"She is gone Simon! Alexandra is missing!"

"What do you mean she's missing?"

"Her things are not in her room, she doesn't even picks up the phone!" I sobbed.

"Ok ok baby calm down, breath in and out, maybe she's just at her house" he said.

"Can you come with me at her place?"

"Of course, let me go to the car, Angelo will stay here at mum's"

"I love you" I said calming down.

"I love you more princess, I'll be there in a second" he hang up the phone.

Maybe he is right, I don't have to worry.

As soon Simon arrived I ran to his embrace.

"It's ok baby, we're gonna find her" Simon put his arms around me and kissed my head.

"What if she is not at her house?"

"Why wouldn't she be there princess?" He asked.

"Because she left without worning me nor Alice"

"Let's go to her house then" Simon took hold of my hand and we all made our way to the car.

"Why did she leave?" Alice shouted in frustration.