Hands | DNF

7.

The next day I was free to go but because of the scars I need to go to a phycologist once a week, otherwise i'll have to go to a mental hospital.

Once I step a foot in the house I get chills. What doesn't help is that while my brother is carrying my bag and walking behind me. I freeze dead in my tracks noticing the lighter and box of cigarettes on the dining table.

He already know s and after 2 days of hell I need one. So without having a care I grab one place it between my lips and light it. I go to the kitchen get a glass of water and use it as an ash tray. Meanwhile David is just watching me sadly. He comes and sits next to me.

"When did you start to smoke?"

"Last year."

"Why did you?"

"It made everything ok for just a second. It helped me stop cutting so you and Will wouldn't notice the cuts anymore."

"Ok. I just want you to promise me something. If you ever get the urge to do it again call me. No matter if I am home or not. Ok?"

"Ok"

Later that day i decided to play some minecraft. I saw that Sapnap was in a vc alone so i joined.

"SnapMap"

"Don't SnapMap me you bitch. You scared me shitless dickhead."

"Sorry sorry but everything is ok everything is in the past now."

"Past? You mean future because if I was you i'd be scared shitless."

"Scared of what?"

"Wait don't you know? Did he not tell you?"

"Who, Dream? What did he not tell me?"

"After you talked to him yesterday..."

I heard the doorbell ring. I had ordered a pizza earlier since David had to go yo check up on some stuff.

"Wait Sapnap my pizza is here."

I run down the stairs and grab my wallet. I open the door and singnal the pizza guy to hold on one second while i take the money out not paying much attention.

"Ok... that should be enough keep the change. I hand him the money and grab the pizza."

As I turn around and start to close the door I hear something.

"Did I really make you that mad yesterday that now you ignore me?"

Wait, what? Genuinely confused I turn around.

I am met with really green eyes staring at me. Goldblond locks leid under a black cap with a smile on it. A smile that I've seen a million times but never in real life. A smile that can make everything better.

My hands go weak and I drop the pizza. I just stare. Holy Shit?! What is happening?! Mindlessly I jump and latch onto Clay like a kuala. This cannot be real.

"Tell me I am not gonna wake up. Tell me this is not a dream!"

"Um..Excuse me this is indeed Dream. "
He says sounding offended.

I motion for him to let me down and when he does. I push him back and yell while slamming the from door.

"ASSHOLE!"