Hands | DNF

20.

"Yeah, I'll be right out!"

I quickly got up and washed the blade and my arm. Hiding the small piece of metal back in its original spot.

Drying my arm with a paper towel. I got a bandage from the cabin placing it over the cuts that were luckily really close.I pull down my sleeve and wile my eyes.

I open the door and find Clay sat beside it. Waiting like a puppy to be fed.

"Hey you were in there for quite sometime. Just wanted to check if everything was ok."

I just look at him and put on the fakest smile I have ever given anyone. I wasn't about to tell him that I was cutting out everything I hated about myself.

"Yeah just some stomach problems, thats all."

"Ok how about we do something today?"

We head back to the living room.

"What do you wanna do?"

I ask him, but honestly if it was up to me. We would just lay down sleep and scroll aimlessly through my phone. Sleeping is better than feeling.

What is there to do around here?

"We can go to the park or maybe a zoo. We can also go to the supermarket."

"I am good with the supermarket. But what do we do after the supermarket?"

An idea pops up in my mind.

"Well I saw this thing a few days ago. We can buy candles and tea candles so we can create our own candle. Like candle drawing."

"Ooo that sounds nice!"

I see Clay get excited by the idea I just proposed and that made me smile.

We got ready and we went to the Supermarket. We grabbed a basket(by we I mean I did, but Dream wouldn't let me handle it, so he carried it.) and headed into the store. We quickly found the candle isle and grabbed all we needed afterwards we found some brushes and got the as well.

Lastly Clay insisted on getting some snacks and shit. He to the isle and got two packs of chips, a pack of gummy bears, he also insisted to teach me to make s'mores so we got marshmallows, chocolate and crackers. He also grabbed a box of cereal and milk(cause we apparently ran out of it this morning).

We paid and we started to walk back to the house. The store wasn't too far so there was time for one cigarette while walking. Both of us smoked and chatted while walking back.

When we entered the house we put the bags in the kitchen. After that clay got to placing all of the snacks in bowls while i brought the candles, brushes and a roll of kitchen paper towels to the coffee table.

Dream on the other hand placed all of the snacks with us. And grabbed himself a can of coke and a glass of water for me.

We sat down, played some music and got to painting. Clay was occasionally snacking and gotta say watching him eat this tasty crap made me want some. So I sneaked into my mouth a chip and a gummy bear.

He saw it and I could see the smug grin on his face.

"Clay I will wipe that smug grin off your face, just focus on the candles."