The Awakening

32:1 the book

As i start to head down the hallway following Dominick instructions. I turn down the hallway that says doorms then i turn down the hallway that say doys doorms looking throw all the numbers on the doorn it slowly went up hallways going up in numbers i started walking thinking i know were im going but it lead down a dark hallway i noticed the numbers were old and faded away the lights were dime and i ran into the room this should be cureacked A12 this seems different for some reason did i turn down a wrong hallway everything seems empty or abandoned was this dust always their before i open the door to this room it was abandoned dusted covered the ceiling and furniture like it was caked on with spider webs hang down a desk sat by the window this must be the old doorms they used to have and was abandoned 2 beds one on the lifed and one on the right i walk in to see more of the room a book was on the desk i walk up to it looking at it dusted coved it so u couldn't see thr Wright and spider webs everywere i ran my fingers across the book to clean off some of the bust but it was still cracked as i open the book to the first page

Wrighting filded th pages still clount see a name on it. So i started reading it.

Dear diary
There's this sickness going around they say some virus out break at least that's what they say

I watched my mom cry staring at the news as thousands of people died but it's not so bad I still go to school but there shuting schools down

As they shout down schools they started transfers some of use to different schools I remember getting a nock at the door and they talked to my mom and my mom agreed to send me to a school with dorms and students lived there on campus they said it will help monitor the kids but also give them the best schooling they need

I was scared a new place I've never been and away from my family

Today I start at a new school walking onto the campus it was like a seen from a movie was this really happening how did this even start

As I walked through the doors I had this this feeling of hate and anxiety I had a lot happen

I hated looking for my class rooms I got to the room As I sat down and there was all these new faces new people how could I ever make friends here

A few weeks in i made some nice friends but it never felt the same I missed my old friends at least had the opportunity to still text them

it was like it was clear I didn't belong or maybe I was just stuck in my head all I wanted was to go home we didn't have a lot of money

now I'm stuck here in this school and they even offered to let me stay in the doorms what the hell was wrong with my mom she would never have let me go but she did when will I get to see my family again

was thus my punishment from God because I didn't focus on my school because I was a fuck up because I gave up why would you sent me here I'll do better I'll be better I promise just give me a second chance I was gonna show up and do my best I was gonna be something one day I...

I stoped reading is it wrong to read someones diary with out them knowing . this person might not even be still alive now. I really should get back to my boorm but what if someone is missing this book this is an old doorm maybe i could find out who it belongs to.

Walking out for the hallway I decided to take the book with me whats wrong with me i should go back and leave it their. I started looking at the numbers i see here the doorm room. I go to open it shit its locked. Oh thats right i have a key to open it.

I walk in sit on my bed as i opened the book to a random page

Dear diary

Growing up I didn't live a normal life I struggled with a lot of things and a toxic home I had an old friend I grow attached to we where best friends at least that's what I thought I was attached to her hip going everywhere together always together as she told me things and I learned that the world wasn't how we all thought but holding in all these secrets started to destroy me instead chasing after dreams she taught me about mythical creators and how she was one of them and I believed her but was it real or just an escape from reality

Then one day it was all taken from me start of high school she came out of class I had no understanding what was wrong and she said she can't do it no more and then blocked everyone

Thats when all the power i grown to gain disapered.

Years later she started talking to me again over the phone but any time I brought it up she got upset

I told you none of this is real it was just a story we came up with as kids you need to grow up she told me those worlds hurt so many thoughts ran through my head whats wrong with me i don't know whats real anymore somebody anybody please tell me.

It was always this way with her feeling like if I say the wrong thing that I'll be attached and I started watching every word I said to her being careful not to trip over the switch that made her go off but obviously I keeped fucking up like I never was good enough like I was always the bad guy like she was a candle that was waiting to be light on fire but when she was she burned a hole right through everything

So I took my secrets to the grave

I skipped a few pages as i was reading this girls dieary.

Dear diary
I meet this girl today at school she was nice her name was Olivia she was my roommate  as a few days gonna buy I meet some nice people crystal and Hanna we always hung out at lunch talk about stupid stuff we lived a normal life but I couldn't care less about them I only cared for my friends back home we still talked over the phone it was off and on but we all new that I wasn't coming home I just wanted to believe that I had a chance

Just a stupid girl grasping at an empty void

But the question I held onto was why did it feel so real to believe in mythology why hold on to something that I can't have something that I'll never reatch

I should stop this isn't right to read this.

I place the book down and hid it in the dressier.