P S Y C H E

Chapter Twenty Four

Jaeden

I woke up and rubbed my head. I told the two girls who were in my bedroom to leave and they took my shirts with them. I then throw the bottles away into the trash can and shrug. I haven't heard from Mia in a week. I see her at school tomorrow so, I guess I could talk to her then, What was I supposed to say? 'Hey, I know I ignored you and your emotions but, I wasn't ready for that.' Like, my bad?
I didn't know what to say. I mean, I never intended to hurt her but, I'm gonna assume I did just that. It was the last thing I wanted to do and yet here we are. I should probably apologize. I'm not to good at that though sp, it would most likely be a waste of time.
Mia's the type of girl to make you work for it. I don't even know if I was ready for that.
I mean, I'm pretty positive I made my intentions clear here.
I only wanted her for her attention. Nothing more.
That's all I ever wanted from these girls. They are of no use to me. I'm just the puppeteer to their character development. No matter how much I wanted to admit it. That was just life. Everyone had a purpose and I guess mine was to give her some sort of development so she wasn't constantly being so needy.
That'll have to do. No man likes a clingy person.
I don't know. It's just hard for me talk about it because I am just as confused as she is. I don't know if I love her but, she's so annoying. I need to make up my mind.
I think I should text her.
Just calm myself down.
After a shower, I would wrap the towel around my waist and then grab my phone. I don't know what to do other then text her. I just want to know if she's okay. She means a-lot to me so, I guess it wouldn't be to bad to check up on her.
'Hey. Haven't heard from you in a while. Are you ok?'
No response. Usually Mia responds in a heartbeat. I've really pissed her off. Great.
'Mia, come on."
'Mia?'
Okay, something is definitely wrong. I need to go make sure she is okay before I fuck everything up. We need to clear the air. How am I supposed to do that if you're ignoring me? So, I get into my car and think of all the possible ways I can apologize. I know I do fucked up shit but, I barely ever apologized. I don't understand feelings all that good.
But I know Mia did not deserve that in the absolute slightest. It was my fault in the end. However, I needed to make things right. Even if I did only see her as an object. There was so much mpre to her then that.
I drive up to the trailer where she had told me she lived all those months ago. Place was an absolute dump. All the lights were off, including hers. I know how to break in and enter. Had to do it a few times when a chicks parents were way to strict for my personal liking.
So, I do just that. Taking out the screws with my keys and putting them underneath the tree bark. I hop into her room and then hear heavy breathing. I turn the light on and look around. "Mia.." I look under the bed.
She wasn't there.
So, I go into her bathroom. There she was. A bottle of pills all in her hand. Looking like she was getting ready to take them.
"Mia what the actual fuck?!' I yell. I snatch the pill bottle from her hand and slam it on her sink. I then grab her by her face.

"What's wrong with you, huh?!' She shuddered a sob under my touch. "Let go." She said. I look at her. "No! Not until you tell me what the fuck you were doing! Is this because I told you I wasn't interested?" I was afraid.

I didn't want to hurt her but, my grip automatically tightened on her face. She continued to cry and I was getting more annoyed by the second. "What the fuck is wrong with you?"

I ask. "If you want to die so bad, fucking do it." I shove the pills back in her hand. "Fucking kill yourself Mia. Show everyone just what a weak little bitch you are."