P S Y C H E

Chapter Forty Two

Jaeden

I was pissed when I woke up and realized Mia still wasn't back. I texted her and she still didn't pick up. I understood I fucked up but, I was still horny and I didn't want to hurt her. So technically, it's her fault. Not mine.

    I was just expecting her to come to the party more prepared. Like you know, wet? She wasn't. She didn't know how to fuck. If she would have just waited till I finished with Rose, we would have been fine. Besides, I think it was my guilty conscientious that kind of just felt bad for the girl.

    Like, I don't blame her. The only man whoever touched her was her uncle.

    Poor girl.

    I then come out into the kitchen and would look at Miles. "Have you seen Mia anywhere? She didn't come home after the party."

    "Actually, yeah she did. I dropped her off at Ace's."

He. Did. What?

    "What do you mean you dropped her off at Ace's?" I glared at him, eyeing him down. I clenched my fists.

"She wasn't yours!" I yelled at Miles.
    "Yeah, she wasn't yours either. I mean, you took her virginity man and then embarassed her at the party and now that you're sober, all of a sudden you care? That's fucked up man." He said shaking his head.

"Why the fuck are you defending her? I had my reasons." I said as I grabbed a beer out of the fridge.

"Really? What were those reasons?" He put out his joint. "Because what she told me in the car didn't sound valid enough to me. You know I would never defend no bitch but Mia isn't a bitch. She's a woman who has been through hell and back and you raining your hell onto her because she didn't get you off, is fucked man. Besides, she reminds me so much of AJ."

     I then threw a right hook, square to his jaw. "Don't ever compare her to him again! She's so much better than that piece of shit! He doesn't deserve her either!"

    Next thing I knew, I was on the ground getting punched repeatedly until I turned us over and would slam him down punching him. Then, Tony pulled us off one another. "Fucking chill out!" He yelled. "What's going on?"

    I spit my blood into the sink and looked at Tony. "He dropped Mia off at AJ and Ace's house." I threw my hands up. "What happens when Kylo reaches her? Then what? He'll give her surgeries she didn't ask for!"

    "Jesus calm down Jaeden, you sound like a yapping bitch who just won't shut the fuck up. You know damn well if he wanted to hurt AJ, he would have a long time ago?" Miles explained to me. "I'm not talking about that douche right now." I explained to him.

    "Then you aren't listening to know that AJ has the biggest crush on Mia. Kylo won't hurt anything that AJ loves. He would if she pissed him off but she's not that fucking insufferable. He's in love with Mia. Doesn't take two and two to figure that shit out, genius." He explained to me.

    He better not have a crush on what's mine. I took her virginity. Not him. So, she's mine.

    I then grab my phone and call Ace.
    He picks up after four rings. "Hello?"

    "Where is she?"

    "School. Cute little thing you know. If one of my businesses included sex trafficking, I'd sell her. She would make a shit ton of money." I could hear the smile in his voice. Sick fuck. What is it with everyone wanting to rub her in my face.

    "Bring her home or I'll go there myself and get her from you."

    "I don't listen to you, dog." Ace explained. He thought just because his daddy had money he was a higher up. News flash, he wasn't. He was just a dick. "Besides, I won't do anything that she doesn't want. Considering how close her and AJ got last night, it's gonna be hard telling if that's-"

    I hung up and threw my phone at the wall.

    "I'm going to the school. I'll be back later." I then made my way to the front of the house. "Jayes you aren't thinking stra-" I slammed the door.

    I then would get in my car and drive to the school. I parked and went inside, looking for her. I had her class schedule memorized so, i did just that. I went into her english class and saw her with her head down in the back, probably texting somebody.

    More specifically a certain somebody. AJ.

I instantly grabbed her and threw her over my shoulder. She screamed and kicked. "Put me down!" She yelled at me. I continued walking while everybody minded their business. They knew better too.

    I took her to mine and the boys smoke spot and threw her on the couch. "Talk to me." She positioned herself to sit on the couch. She stared at me. She just fucking stared at me. What the fuck? "Silent treatment isn't gonna let you out of here. Talk."

    She stared at me before giving me a blunt "No."

    "Oh my god Mia please just fucking talk to me."

    "What do you want to talk about? How bad I am at fucking you and how Rose Cath is better? Seriously? You're out of your fucking mind, Jaeden." I guess she had a point there. "Listen-"

She then interrupted me.

    "No, you listen! I was the most vulnerable person I have ever been with you and you used it to your advantage to make me look like a fucking joke! You took my virginity in the most non-romantic way fucking possible. You then, went downstairs to make-out with Ana's now ex best friend and then fucked her shortly afterwards after putting your dick inside of me, knowing how fucking important it was to me to be ready to lose it! I was ready to give you all of me. You didn't want me. Now, I don't want you. You knew how important it was and now I will ever get that back because it's what you wanted. I did everything for you. I thank you for your hospitality but you will never and I mean ever, see that side of me again."

    "No matter how many fake ass apologies and manipulation tactics you use on me, you won't get the same person you lost. I want you to either block me if the temptation is to strong to text me or not text me at all and watch me succeed in life without you. When I'm married and have the biggest family with a loving husband, with two dogs, and two cats. I want you to see it all. I want you to see how much less I suffer in pain because of you. I want you to see me happy but not with you. I want you happy too. I want you to eat but not at my table. Now, let. Me. Out."

    I swallow back everything I was gonna say. She had a point in everything she just made. "I'll win you back. AJ can't do it like me."

    She looked at me and then just smirked "I'll ask next time I give him head." Then, walks out.

Motherfucker.