Ella sat in the conference room as she looked to Perkins
"I don't know what you want me to say" Ella asked as he looked to her
"Have you spoken to Alex over what happened" he asked as she looked to him
"Why what's the point. Alex almost died and I had a miscarriage lots of woman have miscarriages every day it won't bring the baby back" Ella said
"What about your sister or Anna?" He asked as Ella shock her head
"There's no point in talking over it. It won't bring back the baby" Ella said
"If I didn't know any better I would say that you were avoiding it" he said as she looked to him
"I'm not there just no need to talk over it. Are you actually telling me that you won't clear me for surgery as I won't talk over my miscarriage I just don't see what talking over my miscarriage can do" she said as he looked to her
"You need to get your emotions out over how you feel over it and if you can't do that. You will crack and for that reason I can't clear you for surgery" he said as she looked to him
"You don't know me you don't get to judge me" Ella said as she looked to Perkins. She was annoyed.
She was annoyed at how he wouldn't clear her for surgery when she knew that she was fine. She knew all that had happened and for it wasn't easy. Ella knew that her and Alex were tense as ever and she didn't know how talking over her miscarriage or the fact he could of died would change anything
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Ella wakes down the hall with Cristina and Meredith
"What are we picking? " Meredith asked
" Dress color. I'm not wearing white. Mm. It's sexist and... vaguely racist. Oh. No white, no veil, no rice. "
" Well, what will your mother say? " Meredith said
" No mother. " Cristina said as Ella laughed
" you know, I didn't get cleared for surgery... and I'm pretty sure it's your fault. " meredith said to Derek
" Meredith, I am the chief. I can overrule the counselor." Derek said
" You can? Yes. I love the blue. " Meredith said to Cristina
"Your not the only one tho didn't get cleared I think that counsellor has it in for me" Ella said as April walks up with Derek's lab coat and some brain scans for him.
"Chief shepherd, you're back. " he said as Ella looked to her sister
"Good morning. "
" I find a giant skull base chordoma. Biggest one I've ever seen. " April said
" Really? " Derek asked
" He came in to the e.R. With trouble breathing. " april said
" You got cleared for surgery? " meredith asked
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Surgical Desires *A.Karev*
FanfictionElla kepner is the sister of April kepner. She joins Seattle grace mercy West hospital as the merger hits. She soon bumps heads with Alex Karev who is taking his mood out over his wife leaving him on everyone Ella and Alex had a complex relationship...
