Surgical Desires *A.Karev*

𝟭𝟴. 𝗙𝗲𝗮𝗿 {𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴}

Ella woke up next to Alex. She knew how hard that they were trying and she was glad as she knew how much that they had been through

"Morning" she said as she rolled over to face him. He looked to her and smirked as he pulled her close. She moaned against his touch as she leant in and kissed him

He kissed her passionately as she rah her hands down his naked chest. Alex ran a hand up her thighs and he pushed into her. Ella called out in pleasure as he started to move on and out of her

"How are you" he said as she smirked

"I'm all good" she said

"I love you" he grunted as he release himself inside of her. Ella look actor him and smiled as she placed a hand in his cheek and smiled as he leant in and kissed her

•••
Ella got to Anna and marks apartment. She knew that she needed to talk to Anna. She walked inside and smiled as she saw Anna "please tell me that I'm not interrupting sex?" Ella asked as Anna stood in one of marks tops

"No. We finished sex a while ago. He is in the shower. Are you okay. What did Alex did" she asked as Ella sat down at the breakfast bar and looked to her and sighed

"It's not him. It's me. He told me he loved me during sex and as always I freaked I don't know why I just can't say it back what if there's something wrong with me and I am incapable of love" Ella said as Anna looked to her and smiled

"Theta not true. I know that you have been through a lot even with my stupid brother but he really does love you and I do think that you love him too. I know it's not easy but it will be okay" Anna said as Ella sighed

"I just can't say it. I mean I think o love him I just can't say it" Ella said as Anna smiled

"I know it's hard I do. But you have been through a lot. Your a good person and you lost a baby and I'd called out for izzie your allowed to have doubts over how you feel but he never looked at her the way he looks at you. It will be okay" Anna said as Ella looked to her and smiled

Ella knew how a lot had happened and she knew how she just wanted to allow herself to love Alex back
•••

Ella got to the hospital as Anna walked over to her and smiled "are you okay" she asked as Ella smiled

"No my head is a mess. And now I have to go and deal with Owen hunts trauma certification and I am not in the mood" she said as Anna smiled

"I feel you there. Alex is looking for you he's worried. My brother is a dick at times but he does love you and you should talk to him over how you feel" Anna said as Ella nodded

"I know. None of this is none of his fault. I need to find him"

"It think he's at the skill lab come on" Anna said as she lead Ella to the skill lab. She walked inside as she saw Alex as he saw with Jackson, April and Meredith and smiled

"You okay?" Alex asked as she smiled

"I'm sorry" she said as he smiled

"Am I early? I tried really hard not to be" Anna asked

"That doesn't bode well" Alex said as he looked to his sister