Ella sat on the office and looked to the counsellor "I told you I am not telling Alex. I don't want to see him. He's a jerk who was asking for his dying wife while I saved his life, while I lose his baby. Telling him isn't going to help" Ella said
"You seem to hold a lot of resentment"
"What do you think?" Ella said as she played with a loose piece of thread on the bottom of her scrubs
"I think that you are hurting more than you want to admit and it's a reason why you want tell Alex what happened" he said as Ella rolled her eyes
"I am not avoiding it. I am grieving the loss of what I lost. What I didn't know I lost until after and toy can judge me all that you want but you don't know I feel" she said. She was getting annoyed and she didn't want to talk over Alex and her miscarriage especially when he was running around either a bullet inside and acting like a total jackass
"I think that your scared of being regretted"
"I'm so done with this conversation" Ella said as she stood up and stormed off out of the room. She didn't want to talk over Alex
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Ella sat in the resident lounge, multiple pagers go off.
"Sounds big" Alex said
" I'm betting M.V.C. Multiple M.V.C. " Jackson said
"Or an apartment fire. " alex said as Alex leaves. Ella found herself looking after him as Jackson looked to her
"You okay?" He asked as Ella nodded
"When is the staring gonna stop? " april asked
" As soon as the novelty wears off. Just ignore them." Jackson said
"That's easier said than done" Ella said
"Owen washed my hair. And he told me to eat this grainy nut bar. And he booked me into surgery this morning. He is in charge of me. I'm a bride, and I'm going with it. " Cristina said as Ella and Anna held a look as Ella rolled her eyes
" But trauma guy didn't clear you. " Meredith said
" Yeah, but he said he'll figure that out. ". Cristina said as Anna then turns around at the staring people.
" Yes. Okay, I am the crazy one. I am the one who freaks out and screams at people ... Like that. " Anna said
"Go gawk at each other for a while. " Ella said as More pagers go off.
"Are you okay? " Ella asked
" Would everybody please just stop asking if I am okay? Okay?" Anna said
"I get it" Ella said as Anna smiled
" I resorted to tears. I wore bad mascara so he wouldn't miss them. " meredoth said
"He won't clear me either" Ella said
"You know why that is" Anna said. Mark had told her over Ella's miscarriage and Anna believed she should tell mark but she knew she wasn't going to betray her trust
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Surgical Desires *A.Karev*
FanfictionElla kepner is the sister of April kepner. She joins Seattle grace mercy West hospital as the merger hits. She soon bumps heads with Alex Karev who is taking his mood out over his wife leaving him on everyone Ella and Alex had a complex relationship...
