Levi X Reader // New Trainee(R18) // Lemon

Self Control(R18)

I turned away from him, crossing my arms like a child in an act of defiance. "What are you even doing here then?" I asked him, my annoyance clear as day in my voice. He didn't answer as he sat on the foot edge of my bed and began to take off his boots. I looked at him curiously, but I stayed quiet, my anger not allowing me to continue the conversation.

After removing his boots, he placed them in front of my bed on the small wooden chest. Next, he started to remove his jacket and place it just as neatly on my wooden chest as well. He grabbed the bottom of his uniform shirt and began to pull it up, revealing his amazing eight-pack abs that seemed to glisten in the moonlight.

"What are you doing?" I asked him, fed up with this silence and shocked at him undressing himself.

"I am sleeping with you tonight. I sleep only in my boxers so get used to it," he stated coldly as he put away his shirt. I couldn't believe it, he was teasing me! But before I could react he continued to undo this belt, making me blush harder than I ever have before as he so elegantly pulled off his shirt without an ounce of concern for undressing in front of me for the first time. I can't believe the first time I get to see him without his clothes on, I'm not allowed to touch or do anything to him, or can I? Maybe I can push him beyond his limits and he will let me do what I want. A devilous grin formed ever so slightly on my face at the idea.

"If you can't control yourself tonight, I won't visit you or touch you at all for two weeks," He stated coldly, as if he was reading my thoughts. I pouted and crossed my arms again but didn't divert my eyes, as he wasn't stopping so I might as well enjoy the show. He paused, reading my thoughts yet again and crossed his arms back at me.

"I think it is your turn," he told me harshly. I looked back, pouting. I would sleep in my clothes if I have to with how much he is pissing me off tonight.

"You already know what I look like, since you couldn't wait to see me in the nude since the first day I arrived back in front of you," I replied, not moving. He smirked slightly.

"You reeked that day," he replied, trying to get a reaction out of me. I didn't want to give him the satisification but my face frowned even more at his comment. How rude and cocky he is sometimes.

"Yet you watched me still, why?" I asked. The situation still hasn't sat quite right with me. He stepped closer in front of me, as he pushed me onto the bed and climbed over the top of me, being careful not to touch me where I wanted to be touched and caressed so badly right now as I stared at his beautiful body before me.

"Because, you are mine. I had to make sure no one hurt you in training. I would be able to tell but I knew you wouldn't do it willingly. I did what I had to do, nothing more," he stated, still over the top of me. My face was hot to my ears when he told me I was his. I turned my head to the side to process his explanation as he sat back up. He did have a point, it is not uncommon for girls to be abused in training. It most often happens to girls in the top ten too, as a disgusting reminder. I shivered at the thought but felt a little bit safer when I realized Levi was worried about me from the first time he saw me again. I sat back up and watched as he went back to the spot before the bed when he stopped and looked at me. He was waiting for me.

Even though it is embarrassing, it felt easier as it wasn't the first time I took my clothes in front of him. I slowly began to undress myself, first with my shirt as I already took off my boots and jacket for the night. I then removed my belt too. Levi never stopped looking at me, trying to keep a cool face, but I could see even in the darkness his face somewhat red. He must have been hiding the first night by standing under the shade of the trees.

"Okay, you first," I said, pointing awkwardly to his pants. He shook his head 'no' and instead walked closer to me.

"Remember, this is a lesson of self-control. You remove mine," he told me. My face was burning up as he grabbed my pants and placed them on his hips. Every part of his body felt so hard as I crouched down onto my knees and slowly began to remove his pants, my hands shaking ever so slightly with excitement as I looked up at his gray eyes. He stared at me with that all too familiar expression as I pulled down his pants some more, revealing his hard 'thing' underneath his thin cotton shorts. I could feel the warmth on my face from its heat as I never saw it so close before, but I knew he wouldn't let me touch it, yet. "Finish the job already," he stated impatiently. I smiled, knowing it was because he didn't want to stare as his hardness twitched in excitement. I removed the rest of his pants and socks and placed them neatly with the rest of his clothes.

"Good, now it is my turn," He stated coldly, as if this didn't affect him at all. I find his attitude cute as he crouched down and started to remove my shorts and leggings underneath. He was slow and gentle, making sure to not pinch my skin as he looked up at me, than looked closely through my panties at my core. I was embarrassed and broke our eye contact as he finally finished undressing me. 

Once we were both in nothing but our underwear, he moved to my bed and opened the covers. He climbed in under and patted the side, directing me to sleep next to him. My body was hot and wanting more, but his threat kept me in line as I came to join him. He made it worse by turning me on my side and pulling himself close to me, where I could feel it against my backside as I blushed at the contact. Having never slept in such a way, it took me some time to adjust to his presence like this. After some time of trying to sleep, he must have thought I was asleep and gave me a small kiss on my ear, making me smile in secret and finally falling asleep in his arms.