Almost too fast (R18)

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Levi entered my room quietly and closed the door behind him, careful to not too much noise and attract anyone's attention. I had just gotten to my room and was still fully clothed in my uniform, as was Levi. I nervously played with my fingers, thinking about what Levi was planning tonight. He hasn't left me alone one night so far, even during our "lesson" of self-control last night. Levi stepped towards me, standing right in front of me at the edge of my bed. I didn't want to embarrass myself again, so I waited patiently for him to make his move.

"You have gotten strong, I am almost impressed," He told me, smirking as he leaned towards me. He stopped just short of my lips before he moved to my left ear, wrapping his strong arms around my back and pulling me close. I drew a sharp breath at his strength as he whispered "Don't forget you are mine," He kissed my ear down to my neck sweetly as I wrapped my arms around him too. I pulled him down over the top of me, lying down on my bed while he was unrelenting in his kisses.

He pulled down the side of my shirt and started to return the favor from the other night. He made sure to so erotically suck my neck in a spot not easily seen. He used his tongue while he sucked on my neck, increasing the electricity I felt through his touch as I let out a quiet moan. My body was heating up from his touch and I wrapped my legs around him, trying to pull him even closer to me as I felt his hardness rub against my entrance through our clothes. He suddenly stopped and looked back at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked him, concerned why he would suddenly stop. He stayed silent for a minute, looking away from me as he tried to gather his thoughts. I put my hand on his face and forced him to look back at me. He placed his hand over mine and gave it a soft kiss, reassuring me before speaking.

"I am not sure how to continue, it seems too fast," he told me quietly. He seemed upset at the idea of moving too fast. He and I are soldiers first. We are trained in combat, not in the ways of the heart. I felt my heart beating out of my chest, but not only from the excitement of my body as I gently caressed his face.

"Perhaps it is fast. But maybe, we can test the waters until you are ready," I told him, trying to sound sexy and I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him into a French kiss. He didn't object as I started to move my legs, forcing him to grind against me as I felt him grow even more. He started to move his hips on his own and became rougher against me, but each movement only increased the electricity and excitement I felt. I let out a few quiet moans as I felt him become even more excited, enjoying himself with me.

The electric shocks coming from my private folds started to become too much as the electricity coursing through my veins caused me to dig my nails into Levi's skin, ripping the back of his shirt in the process, his hot and hard body only exciting me more. I knew he could feel my wetness even through our clothes as I reached my climax. He planted a hard and passionate kiss on me to prevent me from moaning too loud as he let me climax on him. I closed my eyes and savored the feeling before it would fade. 

While I was catching my breath, I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me with a satisfied smile on his face. He gave me another kiss and I released him from my legs. I was sweaty from reaching my limit, so I got up and started to remove my clothes and Levi did as well. He still put them away neatly as I laid back on the bed and he curled up behind me, gripping my waist to bring me closer to him. I loved the feeling of warmth from his body 

"I will lose my mind and senses if we go any further," He whispered into my ear as he played with my hair. I smiled at his words, but couldn't help myself from wiggling my bottom against him a little more to tease him.

"Is that such a bad thing?" I replied, trying to provoke him. He moved his hand to my hip and pinched my skin to rebuttal my words. I let out a small laugh at his childish nature. The only way he can be this playful and annoyed is when it comes to his heart. I know I am the first and only one to make him feel this way, as he is the first to unlock my heart too. I smiled as we drifted off to sleep in each other's arms.

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The next few weeks went the same as the first. Levi was always sneaking into my room at night as we pushed each other's bodies in ways we never have explored, always stopping short of revealing ourselves completely and joining as one. It was okay with me though, and Levi too. We just wanted to take some time to learn more about each other for as long as we could hold each other off, allowing our relationship to deepen before we get to that point.

Besides, it is risky anyway. The consequence of pregnancy in the scouts is both parties being forced to leave permanently. Sometimes, people try to get pregnant to leave, but the humiliation of leaving, especially for newcomers was so great it often stopped people from thinking about it. Not to mention, all benefits are cut for any scout who becomes pregnant within three years of joining.

Our relationship continued to grow, but only in the night romantically. In the day, we endlessly sparred, trained, fought along the wall, and occasionally investigated unusual circumstances with the team. We seemed on the outside as part of a perfect team. No one suspected anything, but we knew the truth. Some nights, we stayed up only to talk openly with each other, and learn what has happened since we separated.

Life has never been easy for either of us, but the joy of being in each other's arms every night seemed to slowly be healing the wounds. Our kisses made us forget we were in hell on Earth as we started to truly fall in love.

About two months after joining, Levi joined my room like normal, but his face was already red as he came in. He usually appeared cool, only blushing when I could manage to embarrass him or when we trying something new.

"What's wrong Levi?" I asked, standing up to greet him as he closed my door behind him. He stayed silent as my worry grew.

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