trying | cth

IX // Kiss

Angel

The liking for Calum is getting stronger. I never thought my feelings would go back this way. But it did, and it is. We were walking down the beach, with a peaceful silence between us.

I couldn't help but notice his eyes shining from the orange sunset. He turned around, which caused me to be curious and turn around too. I realized that we couldn't see the boys anymore.

He didn't say anything though, and just turned around and kept on walking. I really wish I can see what my emotions were for him. All I know is that I'm starting to trust and like him more.

Thing is, I don't know if he actually still has those little feelings for me too.

He stopped walking and he grabbed my hand for me to stop walking too.

"What's on your mind?" He asked me with a small smile.

"What do you mean?" I ask him stupidly.

"There has to be something on your mind. You've been staring off."

"You." I mumble, barely audible. But to my surprise, her heard it.

"Huh? Why?" He looked me in the eyes with a confused look.

"I don't really know, I just keep thinking about our friendship, and trust, and you know." All of this was so confusing. My head started to pound. I let go of his hand and hold up my forehead. What the hell? Why do I suddenly feel so dizzy?

"Angel? Angel!" Was all that I was hearing. Once my eyes finally open, I look to see that I am on the ground. One arm was supporting me up, and the other was holding only my head.

"Are you okay?" Calum asks while he helps me up.

"I guess." I tell him, removing my hand from my head and looking at him in the eyes.

"You've probably been thinking or stressing out about this situation. I'm sorry. Am I pressuring you? I feel like I'm pressuring you. You don't have to make a decision right now don't wo-"

I cut him off. I cut him off by smashing my lips to his. He was startled at first but he kissed back. This strange feeling came back and I felt happy inside. I missed this feeling.

By now, he was holding onto my waist and my arms were rested on his shoulder with my hands holding the back of his neck.

We pulled away, only to hear a voice say, "What the hell just happened?"

We turned to our left to see Michael looking at us like a lost puppy. I saw Ashton in the back of him, with his phone in front of his face.

I felt a vibration in my pocket, and saw it was my phone. I opened the message and saw a picture of Calum and I. The photo was focused on the sunset, and you could only see Calum and I's silhouette.

"I'm confused too, man." I heard Calum say, with a huge grin on his face.

"Lets walk back." Ashton came in, a tiny smirk on his face. We got back to the beach house, and we entered in to see a Luke on the couch, snoring.

I guess the jet lag is kicking in.

I walked up to Luke and shook him. I heard him groan in a response.

"Get up, Luke. Go to the bedroom." I told him. He looked awfully uncomfortable, with his legs dangling off the couch and his head on the edge.

I pulled him up and helped him to the bed.

I took a quick rinse in the shower and changed into comfy clothes. I got in bed, and all I could think about was what I did.

Did I really kiss him? I mean I really was happy to see that he was happy that I kissed him. So, I'm taking that as a sign that he likes me. I really couldn't process any of this.

I turned to my side and grabbed my phone that was sitting on the table next to the bed. I scrolled through social media, and when I got to Instagram, I saw that Calum posted a photo.

It was the one Ashton took of us. I'm honestly so grateful he didn't tag me.

It was honestly so beautiful, it was even better that you couldn't see our faces in it.

I went on my messages to text him.

Angel 😇 : you posted the photo oh my god

Angel 😇 : hey thanks for not tagging me tho

Angel 😇 : like frfr i would've gotten some hate if you did

I changed his contact name afterwards, since i forgot i put it as "Lame Ass"

Calum 💓 : your welcome :)

Calum 💓 : so does this mean you like me? ;-)

Angel 😇 : Don't do the nose think ohmyg

Calum 💓 : ok fine but answer the question??

Angel 😇 : i guess so. :)

Calum 💓 : good.

Angel 😇 : why?

Calum 💓 : well duh i like you too.

Calum 💓 : i never stopped.

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Im sorry im so cheesy oops

but ya whats gonna happen w them next???

anyways, thank you for reading, ily all.

-y xx :)

(( btw sorry for a pretty short update, going somewhere for half a week and wont be able to write ))