Not Izuku, Not Anymore

Past The Point Of No Return

{More fade to black sex in this chapter. I am sorry if it makes you uncomfy.}

Ochaco got into the shower with a soft sigh, washing Katsuki off the inside of her thighs as she remembered the night before, he had been gentler than he had been the last time they slept together, she didn't have any bruises she would need to worry about hiding. She was a little bit sore, but that was the first time she had sex in years. She washed herself quickly before stepping out of the shower and drying herself off, wiping off the mirror and looking at herself with a sigh. She loved Katsuki, but he had told her outright that he wasn't going to be her boyfriend, but she had asked him for a kiss, and then consented to sex, so she supposed she didn't have any right to feel used. She pulled on a robe, stepping into the hall where she screamed. Deku smiled at her

    "Hi."

    "How did you-What did you-what did you-"

    Deku frowned, cocking his head to the side, "You didn't miss me mochi?" he murmured

    Ochaco shook her head, crossing her arms over her chest, "G-get out! Get out!" she whimpered

    Deku frowned at her "Okay. I'm sorry I just-I suppose social conventions are a bit lost on me." he hugged himself, he really, actually, had thought she would be happy to see him. He had seen Iida and Katsuki leave, via the bug he put on her door, since she was alone, he had wanted to pay her a visit.

    Ochaco frowned "Deku." She sighed "Wait." she felt like an idiot, but she watched him turn around and smiled weakly at him.

    "You need to ask before you come to my house okay? What if Katsuki had still been here? You could have died."

    Deku nodded, deciding to play dumb, "Have you not told Katsuki we are an item Mochi?" it was not lost on him that this was a one bedroom apartment and Katsuki had spent the night. He suspected she was confused, caught between an old flame who suddenly gave a fuck about her again, and himself. If only she knew that Katsuki was incapable of loving anyone, but he supposed it was good that she was conflicted, it probably meant that Kacchan had more affection for her than he thought. It meant this would hurt him all the more.

    He stepped towards Ochaco with a smile, "can I stay, though? Please? I've missed you." He rubbed the back of his head and looked at his feet, pretending to be timid and naive. Ochaco blushed, "O-okay." She murmured, watching him come closer, she hugged herself

    "Let me get dressed okay? I'll come out to my living room in a minute. Find something to watch."

    Deku nodded with a grin, watching her go to her bedroom before going to her living room. He had put a few bugs in her home while she was in the shower, he was pretty confident she wouldn't notice them, Kacchan might, but that would fuck with him more. He sat on the couch and chose an allmight show he liked as a kid. Ochaco came out in a dress, she looked like she had done her makeup too. He attempted a soft smile, looking at his toes as he rubbed the back of his head. He hated that the blush on his cheeks was genuine. She was stunning, of course he was attracted to her. He sighed, he felt some guilt in the pit of his stomach, none of this was her fault, she didn't deserve to get hurt, but surely she would be fine, it was just a breakup, she could have any guy she wanted. His heart skipped a beat when she sat next to her, slipping an arm around him. She smiled at what he chose to watch, how could someone so wholesome hurt Katsuki so badly? She rested against his shoulder. She wasn't sure why she was so powerless against him. He gently kissed the top of her head before running his fingers through her hair. He rested against her side. This was nice. He sighed softly, closing his eyes as he just rested. It had been years since he felt this comfortable. Ochaco was humming softly to herself, Deku listened, trying to figure out what she was singing. He smiled to himself.