{idk if this chapter is good. I am so tired and have been for so long. I hope someone likes it.}
Ochako sighed as she looked at Katsuki in the kitchen, she slipped her arms around him from behind, closing her eyes as she rested. Katsuki frowned, turning around and shrugging her off. He felt bad, but he didn't appreciate the way she kept leading him on. He still loved her, and she knew it.
"What?"
"Thank you for having us! I-I hope we can spend more time like this together."
Katsuki looked at her with a weak smile, he was getting something he had wanted for a while, a baby with Ochako, but the strings attached made it his own personal hell. He looked at her belly, and he saw her shoulders slump so his gaze went back to her eyes. He sighed
"What do you want from me? You've made your choice, I'm here for the kids, but I can't just.. Fucking pretend this doesn't hurt."
"What hurts?" She murmured
"Don't you dare play dumb with me!"
"What about this hurts, Katsuki? You had over a decade to choose me and you never did. Ever! So, please, tell me what about this situation hurts you. Is your reputation going to take a hit? Are you going to look weak for a few days? Less desirable? I know you can't stand being pitied, but I thought that-"
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up!" Katsuki wiped his eyes as he glared at her, "Get away from me."
"I-"
"Get out."
"I-I'm sorry."
Katsuki frowned when he saw the tears brimming in her eyes, his arms wrapped around her and he sighed, rubbing her back and kissing her cheek
"Cheeks.. Get ahold of yourself. Okay? What do you want me to say? What the fuck am I supposed to say to you that I haven't said a hundred times?"
"I-I don't know.. I just- You told me over and over again that your career came first, I don't understand why it hurts you so badly that I moved on."
Katsuki looked at her sadly, he knew it would have hurt the day she moved on, no matter what the situation it was, but this?"
Ochako looked at him sadly, "I love him."
"You had fucking better love him!"
"I love you too.."
Katsuki glared at her, "Stop fucking saying that! I don't want to fucking hear it anymore. If you loved me you wouldn't have fucked him the morning after you fucked me!"
"I've loved you since I was a kid.. I just-"
"Stop! For the love of God just stop!"
"What am I saying wrong?"
"I never should have done this! I-" Katsuki groaned, he wasn't sure if he could do this.
"Never should have done what?" Ochako whimpered
"Whatever. Just go cry to him. It's not my job to comfort you anymore."
"You never seemed to think it was!" Ochako snapped
"Fuck you. All the nights I spent on the damn phone with you! Slept in bed next to you so you could feel safe!" Katsuki watched her start to cry harder and he huffed, he wanted to make her feel batter, but he had a feeling he couldn't, "What do you want from me?" he sighed
"I don't know. Nothing I guess." she whimpered
"You want me to tell you I love you?"
"Why would I want that?"
"I don't fucking know! I assume you know I love you! I-I never stopped, but it doesn't matter, because you are with Deku now! And the way you wound up with Deku is fucked up! And this entire situation is fucked up! And I need fucking time! I don't want you to touch me it pisses me off!" She was confusing him, and making him feel conflicted, but he supposed that was probably what he had been doing to her since high school.
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