Not Izuku, Not Anymore

Priorities

Katsuki glared at the doctor "Is that a joke? Because it't not fucking funny."

    "No. You are the father of one of the two fetuses."

    Bakugo looked at Ochaco, he didn't know what to say or what to do. He wanted to scream, to cry. He was going to be  a dad, but he was pretty sure that his child was going to be raised by a monster. Not only was Deku taking Ochaco from him, but his child too?

    Ochaco frowned looking at the doctor with a weak smile "Thank you. We will head out now."

    "Of course." he replied Ochaco stood up, putting her hands in her pockets, not letting herself cry. It could wait.

    She knew Katsuki was going to yell at her, and then Deku was probably going to yell at her, and she was already upset. Her poor babies, they probably wouldn't get to have either one of their dads, she wasn't sure what to do. She didn't want either one of them to feel like she loved the other one more, or like they were just generally more loved, but one of them was Katsuki's kid and one of them was Deku's very different men who would likely show their love very different ways, assuming they both even loved their children. Katsuki saw her begin to cry, he sighed, shaking his head.

    "I don't know what to say cheeks, I know you're scared, but I can't-I don't-" he shook his head, "you're going to be a great mom, I trust you to do the right thing, I'm just scared that means I won't get to be in the picture."

    "I don't-I'll figure it out, okay? You can be in the baby's or I guess babies' lives as much as you want."

    "Are you staying with Deku?"

    She looked at her shoes with a sigh "I don't.. I'm not sure." She murmured

    "How do you think he's going to react when he finds out you're having my kid? Like I know he said he would be okay with it, but.. Do you want me to be on standby in case he doesn't take it well?"

    Ochaco nodded, "If you could just keep your phone on you." she murmured

    He nodded "I will." he sighed, he walked her to her car, he held his arms out for her, offering a hug, she hugged him gently with a sigh. She knew this would be in the news the next day, but she really needed the hug. She held on for a second, he didn't pull away until she did, looking at her sadly, he never should have left her that morning, he should have stayed, held her, talked to her. If he had only known. His eyes rested on Ochaco's as he sighed, he had thought about the prospect of a family before, but he had never thought he would have one, he supposed it made sense getting one would have strings attached.

    "I love you, Ochaco." he sighed

    She nodded her head sadly. "I-I love you too, Katsuki"

    "Do you want to come home with me then?"

    "I can't."

    "What do you mean you can't?"

    "He's expecting me home, and it's bad enough I have to explain that only one of the babies is his."

    Katsuki sighed, but he nodded, "I'm here if anything happens."

    She nodded "thank you."

    He was angry with himself as he punched his steering wheel.    

    "Fuck!" he screamed, he stopped himself before he did anything else, knowing that he was very much a public figure and not wanting to shed any more light on this than was unavoidable. He huffed, starting his car and driving home. He got to his house and sighed, sitting on his couch where he buried his face in his hands and grieved in silence. He heard his phone ringing and threw it across the room, standing up and punching his wall