Not Izuku, Not Anymore

Weird Little Family

Deku and Ochako were quiet as they drove to Katsuki's house, Deku held her hand gently. He was trying to think about how he could ease his anxiety about this. Caught between his responsibility to himself and his responsibility to his children. He didn't want to get hurt, but maybe he should put that to the side now that fatherhood was on the horizon. Deku looked at her with a sigh as he parked his car at Katsuki's house.

"what's wrong?"
"I'm just.. the weight of our situation is sinking in. I'm going to be a dad.."

"You are."

"Of a baby. A human baby with skin and feelings and.." Deku shook his head "And I am having it with one of the people who my clients, m-my friends hate!" Deku buried his face in his hand, what had he done? No matter how much he told himself he had ruined Kacchan's life, ruined Uravity. He had ruined his life just as much, because not matter how many times he told himself he would disconnect from the babies, just force himself not to love them, he knew it wasn't something he was capable of.
"I'm going to have to protect my child.. From people who I loved before I even met you! Before it even occurred to me to knock you up."

"Occurred to you?"

"Yeah."

"Did you do this on purpose?"

Deku rolled his eyes "Yeah. I fucked with the birth control device I had no way of knowing you were using! I didn't do this any more intentionally than fucking Kacchan did! Or you, for that matter! and your constant fucking whining tells me you didn't exactly dream of this either." It was harsher than he meant for it to be, he groaned as Ochako began to cry, but he supposed she had pretty much been crying since she took that damn test though. He ran a hand through her hair. "Ochako I- Mochi! I love you, okay? But I have the same concerns about this you do.. When I said occurred to me.. I just meant, well, I always wanted a family, and I'm getting older.. I never meant without your consent.. Just, maybe one day.." He shrugged

Ochako looked at him sadly but nodded
"I told you.. I've been alone since I was twelve. I-I just the idea of a family of my own is appealing. And it wasn't something accessible with any of my exes. So yes. I thought about it. I don't think it's a secret that feelings develop fast for me."

Ochako nodded with a soft smile "I guess that makes sense."

Deku sighed, wiping her eyes "I need you to dry up before we see Kacchan, so he doesn't kick my ass."

Ochako quit crying and Deku gave her a kiss, pulling her close and nuzzling her cheek. "I love you. I just.. I am going to need to give up a lot for these babies."
"More than me?"
"Just as much!" Deku whimpered, "I may have more to gain, I-I mean I won't be alone anymore, but I am losing all the things you are."

She nodded sadly "I'm sorry. I should have been more respectful of your sacrifice."

Deku nodded "thank you." he sighed he wished he didn't love her. He wished he could be the cold cruel person he had told himself he was for years. He sighed as he climbed out of the car and watched Ochako climb out of the other side. The thought of anyone hurting her made her blood boil. He was sure she would become a massive target once news of the pregnancy got out, he needed to update his security system, start seeing if any of his closer friends would be down to help him, but he seriously doubted it. He was going to be a father though. Surely that would make everything else worth it, right? He walked hand in hand into Katsuki's house. Katsuki sighed, it hurt, seeing them hand in hand like that. He had known that they had done a lot more than hold hands, but seeing them together, it just hurt, the day he had seen a picture of them making out, he had at least been able to convince himself she was brain washed or something, no. She just loved the man who had put him in the hospital and kidnapped her with the intention of harming her more than she loved him. He sighed, she looked happy at least. He forced a smile.
"Hey you two." he sighed, his eyes rested on Ochako's stomach, still just as flat as the last time he saw it. His smile grew slightly anyways. He wanted to kiss her, but he didn't think that was a good idea. She grinned at him, and he felt pathetic.

"I'm not showing yet, thank God! I uh.. Once I'm showing everything is going to change."
"I'm sorry cheeks, but.. I don't think it's going to take that long."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean people are already finding out. I'm getting text messages about it left and right, I'm trying to keep a lid on it, but.. I give it a week. I'm sorry cheeks."

"O-okay."
Katsuki looked at her with a sad sigh "Have you told gun head?"
"No I haven't told Gun Head why?"
"Because I wanted to tell Best Jeanist!"

"Why?"
"Because I want to name my kid after him." He huffed, "I uh.. I've been thinking about it, and.. I think it would be fitting, and I just-If I'm naming my kid after him, I should probably tell him everything and ask before the shit hits the fan."

Ochako smiled softly at that "Of course, you can tell him."
"I thought you would like it! That's Tsuna for a girl,"
"I'll call Tsu and ask her if she's okay with it too."

Deku nodded his head "Best Jeanist is cool. I uh.." He shook his head "Inko and Tsuna. Now we just need names for boys."
"Ochako nodded her head "Yep."

Katsuki smiled at her softly "What about you, cheeks? Any names you like?"

"Oh.. I mean.. I don't know. I like Sakura quite a bit but, your guys' names have meaning so of course those are the names we go with for girls!"

Deku smiled "well, if we have a third girl, that name will be the top of the list."

"Let's get through this pregnancy before we talk about the next one!" Ochako said with a laugh. Katsuki sighed at his shoes and nodded his head.

"What names do you like for a boy, cheeks?"
Ochako sighed "I don't know. I haven't thought about names I like. I've been too stressed out. I've been thinking about last names, haven't gotten to first names yet."

Deku frowned "Well I assume."
"Two choices. Uraraka or Midoriya-Bakugo. Which do you two prefer?"
Deku huffed "Well I guess we'll decide when the time gets closer."
Katsuki nodded "Agreed."
Ochako looked a bit sad but nodded her head, "I would like for the babies to have both of your last names. You both claim you're going to love them both, so why not?"

"We'll figure it out. Okay, cheeks? I think we both just need more time." Katsuki murmured, putting a hand on her shoulder gently Ochako nodded sadly, wrapping her arms around him with a sigh
"I don't know what I'm going to do when this gets out! I'm so scared. I know it's going to hurt you, and I'm so sorry, and I'm so happy you're still here for the babies."

"I'm here for you too." he sighed softly, rubbing her back sadly, even if she had betrayed him and broken his heart, he would always be here for her.

Deku felt himself burning, he rubbed her back gently, "It's going to be okay. You have both of our support, and so do the kids." he felt stupid, but he just wanted her to quit crying. He had always liked to make people smile.
Ochako nodded "Thank you both so much for doing this, I know it can't be easy for you to see each other!"
Deku sighed, "It's not a problem. We're going to be a family soon." he said it, but it pissed him off. He didn't know what he was doing anymore. He wasn't entirely off the idea of killing Katsuki, but he also saw how badly Ochako needed him. maybe he could do something to make her see him differently, to not want his help anymore.. But at this point it seemed unlikely. He saw Ochako hugging her ex with tears in her eyes and he wanted to die, but he knew there was nothing he could do that wouldn't make him look like a dick. So he just seethed. When Ochako pulled away and Deku kissed her gently, pulling her back against his side. Katsuki frowned, was he really being possessive when Ochako was pregnant with his child? When he was the one who got her pregnant first? When Ochako cheated on Katsuki with him? It was a little funny, Deku had stolen her, but he was worried about her being stolen from him.

"You want me to cook or should we order out?"