I've come to terms that
My issues have a deeper
Root that has built up
My tolerance to
Neglect of my point of view
Of my interests
That always being
Left in disappointment has
Allowed others
To walk over me
Chance after chance after a
Breakdown I asked for
And maybe I have
Grown comfort to cruelty
Learned to love abuse
The talking down to
Because it's what I have known
My fantasy is
Someone could save me
From this person that I have
Become one I hate
Help me cope with the
Consequences of this
Pattern I am in
The one I fall for
The bad guys charming at first
Hook me on with their
Siren songs of false
Promises and excuses
And I stay attached
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PoetryA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.
