I really miss you
The stories you told and the
Fun moments we had
And I still wonder
How your day went asking you
Updates on your game
And as much as I
Wish you were still here I find
Myself going through
Phases of anger
For how you left me alone
And I get it that
I wasn't what you
Were to me someone special
But I know that I
Didn't deserve that
For all I chose to do for
You and your dumb ass
And I hope one day
You'll wake up and realize that
There were better ways
And I'm not angry
That you didn't want me but
You acted like it
You didn't have to
And in this moment I'd love
To hear about you
And be happy with
Never talking about me
What you did to me
How you made a void
Bigger and darker than you
Found it and you could
Have filled it with your
Contagious smile and touch
I know you don't care
That it's awful for
Part of me to still want you
You impacted me
You have a way of
Softening me making my
Steps feel so lightweight
Your touches were cruel
In a bittersweet kinda
Crave-able way that
Tasted good to me
Most of all I miss who I
Was with you happy
One day you'll read this
When you do maybe you will
Understand how much
Power you can have
Over someone's feelings and
Deeply hurt their soul
YOU ARE READING
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PoesiaA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.
