Never wanted to
Be the girl that's hard to love
Easy to replace
Never wanted to
Be the girl that's not enough
That he has to cheat
To find the thing that
I can't provide when I know
That I've poured my all
To tolerate it
When I should've walked away
But instead I stayed
I've begged and forgave
Accepted back when he called
Asking again for
The comfort I gave
The love I once had and the
Habits I would do
Like skipping songs fast
The late night drunk calls I made
Saying I miss you
Never wanted to be
Unnoticed till it's too late
And I feel so small
And I'm not the girl
He first fell for but he made
This mess he that sees
And it's easier
To leave it behind than to
Work it out again
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PoetryA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.
