I still use the glass
The one you shattered that I
Picked up and glued backIt leaks slowly as
I sip at the red wine, drain
My bleeding glass heartThoughts of if you're real
I'm not using my brain and
I'm making the bedNice guys don't exist
I say but want to believe
Nice guys don't do whatYou do with my head
I'd love for you to see my
Caring qualitiesHow I'd take good care
Of your tender thoughts and you
Wouldn't do it backNever use your words
Against you even if you
Probably would butI guess that's okay
Because nice guys don't exist
At least not for meThe foster you keep
But never forever and
Even then I'd stillHold you in my thoughts
With my rose colored lenses
Till the view gets cracked
YOU ARE READING
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PoesíaA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.