Scenes remind me of
How you made me feel with you
Not living up to
What you needed from
Me and how I couldn't feel
Happiness with you
You didn't listen
When I said I don't enjoy
It and still you pushed
Kept trying in ways
Hoping that I'd have fun too
Maybe the first time
I might have but the
Other several times I just
Felt the hurt from it
You kept pushing me
The guilt of not giving you
The enjoyment and you
Only stopped when I
Cried and told me I had no
Reason to that stuck
If I wasn't would
You have understood when I
Say that I felt numb
Didn't want to be
There with you in that moment
So I left myself
Didn't want to be
In this body of mine but
All that matters is
You enjoyed yourself
And I had no reason to
Be upset or cry
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PoesiaA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.
