And if I were gone
I hope my best friend gets her
Child back and forThe friend who is there
Just to vibe, know I love you
And you'll get that carMy other best friend
I hope she is successful
And has many catsI'm thankful that he
Is there to share his views on
My situationsAnd does he know that
I appreciate he stayed
I thought he wouldn'tMy summer fling who
I fell for, we ended but
I wish you the bestMy parents I know
They'd afford more vacation
They can have their sonBut ultimately
I wish I was happier
That I could feel safeThat it wasn't so
Gloomy all the time and that
The air didn't feelSo suffocating
And nauseating as if
Dread was all aroundAnd maybe their lives
Would be easier if I
Did just disappear
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PoetryA series of personal haikus filled with love, heartbreak, trauma, life lessons, and in the moment spontaneous poems. TW: Some suicide & assault. I'll mark them with ⚠︎︎ in the title. Just skip them if you're not comfortable with them.