Arranged to my hater

Chapter Fifty-Two

Chapter 52:

Ishita's POV:

I could taste myself on his lips, in Abhimanyu's mouth along with his lips. And it drives me crazy.

It has always been hard for me to find release. I always required at least an hour to find release with my toys or fingers. But with him, I was moaning and cumming in no time.

He played me like a piano like he knew all the keys to play the right rhythm, the most exotic rhythm.

He kept his eyes on me, noticing my every reaction to his every touch like he didn't want to miss any of it. Like he was clicking a mental picture of my every movement, expression, and moan.

The kiss was passionate, it tasted like a strange emotion. Like he wanted to convey something he couldn't say. It was not like any other kiss we had ever shared. And a part of me wanted to savor it.

With my wobbly legs, I tip-toed to kiss him with equal passion. I was thankful for Abhimanyu's hold on my waist and the support of the wall or else I wouldn't have been able to stand.

After what felt like an eternity we both parted and he kept his forehead on mine muttering something under his breath that sounded like you'll be a death of me followed by a long breathless Fuckkkkkk

He kissed me one last time cleaned me using the tissue paper on his bedside table and pulled my pajamas up which was pushed down to give his hands space to explore me properly. Once he was all done, he kissed my forehead his touch lingering for a moment.

Heat flushes at my face with the realization of what just happened.

"I'll need a long cold shower now" Saying this he went to the walk-in closet. I stood for a few minutes trying to calm my racing heart and throbbing in between my legs.

Once I came down from my high, I realized that I called him Maan while his fingers were deep inside me. I came screaming his name but I called him Maan instead of Abhimanyu and it felt familiar. The way the name rolled off my tongue felt familiar. I have not heard anyone calling him Maan. And when I called him he stilled for a brief second, maybe he didn't like it.

Another realization hit me, I would not have stopped Abhimanyu if he had taken it further. I am not sure if I am ready to take that step yet but in that moment I would not have stopped him.

But he didn't take it ahead, he stopped.

A sting of rejection hurts me with this thought

"Don't for once think that I stopped because I don't want you. When reality is I stopped because I didn't want our first time to happen under the influence of alcohol and especially when I can see doubt in your eyes,"  he says reading my mind. Does have a mind-reading ability? And when did he enter the room again?

He closes the distance in two long strides gently rubs his fingers on my cheek and moves his lips near my ear.

"We'll not be doing anything you are not ready for Sunshine. You don't have to worry. This is not why I asked you to move in with me in this room. You can at any time choose to move back into your room"

He kisses me one last time and leaves the room winking at me. And soon I hear a shower running in his bathroom.

"Next time, make sure you are not drunk. I'll not be able to control myself again."

My face heated up and he moved his face looking at my face. He was standing close to him I could easily feel the heat of his body and the wetness between my thighs increased.

What the hell just happened

Taking a few minutes to calm my racing heart, I go to my room to change. There is no way I am sleeping in these soaked Pajamas.

Once I am done changing I make my way towards Abhimanyu's room all the while rubbing my sweaty hands into my fresh pajama. I don't know why I am nervous.

Maybe I should just go back to my room. But he asked me to move in with him.

What if he meant that move-in but in a few days? I'll come across as desperate.

When I got to his door, I noticed it shut increasing my doubts. Maybe I should just go back or maybe I should just knock and check. He might have closed the door for some other purpose.

Did I close the door while going back? I don't remember.

Okay, I'll just knock

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I put my hands up to know and at the same time the door opened due which I ended up knocking on Abhimanyu's head

"Ou...Is this why you were standing here for a long time?" he says while rubbing the spot on his head where I knocked.

"No... I mean no I was just about to knock when you opened the door" I say

"Does it hurt"

"No, I am fine. Anyways baby hands cannot hurt much"

"I should just go back"

"Comer here," He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to him. " why were you standing here? You could have just come inside." he said while walking me into the room.

"The door was locked so I thought you changed your mind" I standing awkwardly in his room.

"The door was closed yes but it was not locked." he made me sit on his bed and sat next to me.

"Oh okay"

"I'll never change my mind about you. I may have been an asshole in the past but I am done being one."

This, the things he says makes me believe that we have a future. A future where he doesn't wish to leave me.

There was a time when I felt nothing when Abhimanyu said he would divorce me once six months were up and now I feel like someone punched me in the gut with just a thought of him leaving me.

So much has changed between us. The Abhimanyu standing in front of me is different. He notices my every move and pays attention to every detail. He cares for me without showing it or expecting anything in return which is why he silently changed my chair in the office. He thinks I didn't notice these things but I knew the chair was changed the next day he noticed I had back pain sitting hours on the chair.

But does he care enough to keep me in his life forever? Am I ready for it?

I may be falling for him but was I ready to fall all the way?

Author's Note:

Should Ishita fall for Abhimanyu?

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