Brim and Jaylex story.

Water park. (Jaylex POV.)🥰😏

TW: Anxiety, self doubt, low self esteem, sexual references, sexual scenes.

No one's POV.
The day had come for the Marble Hornets crew to go on their trip to the water park. All of them were excited but slightly nervous, some more then others. But all were pleased and more then willing to go. Besides, they would enjoy themselves so what's the worst that could happen?

It was around an hours drive to get there, all their swimming stuff had been packed and put in the boot. Jay was nervous but he had his boyfriend Alex with him so he knew everything was going to be alright.

Music and excitement filled the car during the drive, and the thrill only got bigger once they had arrived. Jay held Alex's arm close to him as they entered, this signalling to Alex that Jay was nervous. Alex kissed Jay on his head to comfort him as they walked.

Tim was the one who spoke to the receptionist and got all of them registered and paid for. After this, they swiftly made their way into the changing and locker room. This is where the group parted. Tim and Brian went a separate way, leaving Jay and Alex to their own accord.

Jay wanted a changing room to himself, so him and his boyfriend found two that were together and used them. Alex had changed faster then Jay and decided to wait for his partner. This was so Jay wouldn't get anymore anxious then he already was.

It had been over ten minutes and Alex began to get worried. Jay still hadn't came out. He had thought that what if Jay was just taking his time, but with how stressed Jay was getting, he decided to check on him.

Alex knocked on the cubical door, calling into his partner in a soft tone. No response. Alex then asked if Jay was ok, but after a few seconds of waiting, a quiet, shaky voice spoke out to him.

Alex's POV.
Alex: "Jay? Baby? Are you ok darling?"

Jay: *Stays silent.*

Alex: "Sweetheart I want to make sure you're ok. I know talking isn't always the easiest for you but... could you respond to me please?"

Jay: *Shakily speaks.* "Just go in without me. Go have fun, I'll meet you in there in a minute."

Alex: *Concerned.* "Darling what's wrong? Are you ok?"

Jay: "Please Alex. Go enjoy yourself. You don't need me there. All I'll do is make things worse."

Alex: *Pauses.* "Could you open the door? I want to see you."

Jay: *Reluctantly opens door.* "There. You can come in."

I quickly began reaching for the handle, slowly pushing it open straight afterwards. When I got in, I saw Jay in his swimwear looking solemnly at the ground. He was facing away from me as well, which made me wonder what was wrong. Was he just really stressed? Or was it something bigger?

Alex: "Jay." *Close doer behind him as he enters.*

Jay: *Sniffs.*

Alex: *Worried.* "Hey. What's wrong darling? Have you been crying?"

Jay: "I'm sorry."

Alex: *Sits down next to Jay.* "Hey why are you apologising? You haven't done anything baby."

Jay: "I'm sorry for not being perfect or good enough or attractive enough for you. I know I'm just a huge mess up and you probably just date me because you feel bad. You could date anyone else yet you're wasting your time on stupid little me. You should be with someone who's actually worth it."

Alex: *Shocked.* "Jay I.... You are more then good enough for me. In fact you are all I could ever ask for. You are so perfect and amazing and have got to be the most handsome man I could have ever asked for as my partner. And you are far from stupid. I could not ask for anyone batter then you because they just wouldn't exist." *Smiles.* "What has made you think all this darling?"