Brim and Jaylex story.

Together. (Brim+Jaylex.)🥰

TW: Crying, getting caught, sex references.

No one's POV.
While Tim and Brian were enjoying each other's company downstairs, Alex was determined to fix things with Jay. He never meant to come across as rejecting him, he just got shocked thinking that no one would love him.

Jay was in his room crying his eyes out. He hated himself for telling Alex that he loved him. He thought he'd messed things up completely by saying it.

Jay's POV.
Idiot! Stupid Jay! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid idiot! How could you tell him? Why would you tell him? He probably hates you even more now! Well done, you've lost the man you love due to your own stupidity! He'll never love you now! He probably won't even be able to look at you! Dumb imbecile! Stupid boy! You deserve every bit of backlash you get from this! Foolish of you to even think someone like him could love you!

Alex's POV.
No no no no no! I fv€ked up! I fv€ked up! I fv€ked! $h1t! I didn't mean for him to think I didn't like him! I love him! I didn't think he loved me though. Now he's locked himself in his room, and I can't get him to come out! I need to explain things to him! Explain that I didn't think it was possible for him to still love me after everything! That I was shocked and love him back!

Jay's POV.
Alex: "Jay, open the door. Please? I need to talk to you!"

Jay: *Sobbing.* "No! I don't want to! It would just make things ten times worse by seeing you!

Alex: "Please Jay? Let me explain myself."

Jay: "No! It was a mistake! Just leave me alone!"

Alex: "Jay... I do love you...! It just came as a shock to me. Can you please open the door?"

Jay: *Slightly stops crying. Opens the door slightly.*

Alex: "Thank you Jay. Can I come in and talk to you?"

Jay: *Opens door fully to let Alex in.*

Alex: *Walks into the room.*

Jay: *Shuts the door behind him.* "S-so
wh-what were you going to tell m-me?"

Alex: "I'm sorry Jay. I didn't mean to give you the wrong message. I love you, I do. I just got shocked and scared when you told me you loved me too and it all came out wrong! I didn't realise anyone could love me after everything I did and it's given me really bad self doubt. To make things worse, when I started loving you again, I became even worse from thinking that you deserved better!"

Jay: "Do you still think that?"

Alex: "I think I'll always think that! I don't think it'll make go away!"

Jay: "Oh, there's nothing I can do to help?"

Alex: "I don't know. Maybe some reassurance every now and again might help, I'm not sure though!"

Jay: "Ok well, I can try that! I want to help you as best I can." *Smiles.*

Alex: "I'm sorry I made you cry!"

Jay: "It's fine. There's always something that makes me cry. Plus, I should have given you more time to explain yourself!"

Alex: "Yeah well, you got scared and assumed the worst. You can't help that!"

Jay: "I guess not...." *Giggles.* "Hey Alex?"

Alex: "Yeah?"

Jay: "So if we both love each other.... Does that make us b-boyfriends?"

Alex: "Uhh I mean, would you want to make it official?"

Jay: "I don't know."

Alex: "Well why don't we say we're just dating for now, and when we're both ready then we can make it official?"