Love and hate. (Brim.)😡😭

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TW: Angst, argument, crying, un-forgiveness, mental breakdown.

No one's POV.
Jay and Brian had been planning Jay and Alex's date for a while now wanting everything to be perfect. Once they had finished planning, Jay went upstairs to Alex's room where he was positioned to talk him through it. Tim walked back into the kitchen with Brian, sitting down next to him. Brian could clearly see that Tim was annoyed by something, but what was it? He decided to ask him about it to try and get an answer, in the hopes of being able to solve his problems.

Brian's POV.
Jay: *Leaves the kitchen to go find Alex.*

Tim: *Huffs.*

Brian: *Looks at Tim.* "What's wrong darling?"

Tim: "Nothing. Absolutely nothing. *Frustrated. Not looking at Brian.*

Brian: "Tim I can see there is. What's annoyed you?"

Tim: *Looks at Brian angry.* "Why... the hell.... Are we... expected... to treat Alex nicely because he is going through a tough time.... When, when I was going through a hard time in my life during marble hornets, Alex didn't care and still proceeded to force me into hiding so I didn't die!? AND I'M EXPECTED TO TREAT HIM WITH KINDNESS!"

Brian: "Tim... please..."

Tim: "NO BRIAN! I WILL NOT! Not until he learns to deal with it like I've had too!"

Brian: "Darling it... it's not like that..."

Tim: "Is it not?! Because as far as I can see it... ALEX IS A SELFISH PIECE OF SHIT THAT THINKS EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE IF HE JUST WALTZES INTO EVERYONE'S LIFE AGAIN AND GETS EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTS, RUINING EVERYONE ELSE'S LIVES AGAIN IN THE PROCESS!"

Brian: *Stands up.* THATS IT! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU! YOU'RE SAYING THAT ALEX SHOULD LEARN TO DEAL WITH THINGS WHEN YOU'VE HELD A GRUDGE AGAINST HIM SINCE HE CAME HERE! I THINK THAT YOU NEED TO SUCK IT UP AND LET HIM LIVE HIS LIFE! HE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING TO YOU!"

Tim: "Hasn't done anything to me? HASN'T DONE ANYTHING TO ME! I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE AWARE BRIAN, BUT I SPENT MULTIPLE MONTHS HIDING FOR MY LIFE BECAUSE OF HIM! YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE REALISED SINCE YOU WERE TOO BUZY BEING HOODIE! WHICH ENDED UP IN YOU ALMOST DYING! HOW'S THAT FOR HASN'T DONE ANYTHING TO ME?!

Brian: *Starts walking out.* "I'm not having this conversation with you."

Tim: "Good! But if you're gonna be such a cowered about it, THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DIED!"

Brian: *Slams door. Holding back tears. Walks up stairs past Jay and Alex. "I wouldn't go in there if I was you. Maybe the two of you could go out on an extended date? Like, go out for a scenic walk where it's just you two? Or, to the movie theatre? I don't know. Just please do not stay in the house right now!"

Jay: "O-ok. Will do! Are you ok though? It sounded pretty heated!"

Brian: "I-I'm fine. Just go have fun you two. Please."

Jay: "Ok. As long as you'll be fine!"

Brian: "I will don't worry."

Jay: "Ok then. Bye. See you later." *Smiles.*

Brian: *Forces a smile back through his held back tears. Walks into his room, locking door behind him.*

No one's POV.
As soon as Brian locked the door he broke down. Tears streamed down his face as Tim's words replayed in his head. What if he had died? Would Tim even care about him? Did Tim still love him? All these thoughts raced around in his mind as he sobbed, sitting back against the door, praying Tim didn't come back to continue the argument.

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