Liybimaya (Bucky Barnes)

Telling Laura

Clints pov

I was sat outside with Rose and Bucky, 'could I tell Mama that we've found you?' I ask rose 'mama?' Rose asks I get out a photo of Laura 'this is mama' I say passing her the photo 'this mama?' She asks. Looking at the photo, I pass her another one from her 6th birthday 'this was your 6th birthday, you mama and I' I say pass her the picture, it was taken just before you were taken.

Rose burst into tears 'I'm sorry papa' she cries. Bucky passes me the photos before wrapping his arms around her gently rocking her. 'It wasnt your fault' I say, Rose still cries 'papa's right doll' bucky says kissing her forehead 'it's not your fault, it was hydras'  he adds. 'Love you jamie' she says looking up at him 'I love you papa' rose says moving of Bucky into my arms, 'I love you too Rosie-pie' I reply smiling.

I was now heading home to see Laura and the kids, since Rose went missing we had 3 more children, the 2 eldest know about Rose but not fully what happened.

'I'm home love' I say walking into our home, 'hello Clint' Laura says walking over to me giving me a hug. 'I have some news' I tell her. I lead her outside away from the kids. 'It's about Rose'  I begin 'we've found Rose' I continue 'please don't lie to me' she replies 'I'm not love, she was found on a recent mission. Where someone who she was with found her and brought her back to the compound' I reply 'is it her?' Laura asks me 'it is we have the blood test results to confirm it' I reply. 'What happened? Can I see her?' Laura asks me. 'Yes you can see her, they will explain what happened' I reply 'they?' She replies 'her and her friend' I reply 'are they nice?'  She asks  'he is, he cares alot for her' I reply 'can the kids see her?' She asks 'not yet, she doesn't know that we have more, I didn't want to overload her' I reply 'I can ask nat to watch the kids' I say.

A few days later I  had arranged for Laura to meet Rose. 'Where would you like to meet her?' I ask as I sit in her room with bucky, she looks at him 'where ever is comfortable with you doll' he says smiling 'outside' she replies 'I'm scared' rose says looking down at her hands 'doll' bucky says taking her hand 'I'll be with you, so will papa' he says smiling 'we don't have to say anything your not comfortable with' he says 'okay' she replies smiling at him.

Buckys pov

'I'm off to get Laura' clint tells us 'see you soon clint' I say 'bye papa' rose says hugging him 'see you soon Rose' he says hugging her. We watch as clint head onto the jet with Nat.

'What would you like to do whilst we wait?' I ask rose 'I need to find something to wear' rose replies 'I can't really wear your clothes to see her again' she adds looking at me, 'I don't mind Rose, what ever you are comfortable in, if its my clothes, that's okay with me' I say. Rose thinks for a moment 'yours please' she replies.

We head up to my room to get some clothes, 'could I have a bath?' She asks me 'of course you can' I reply 'James?' Rose asks me as we stand in my bathroom 'yes rose' I reply 'could you help wash my hair please' she asks 'of course I can rose, any time' I reply. I help her into the bath, washing her hair 'I can dry and brush it for you' I offer 'yes please Jamie' Rose replies turning to look at me.  Once she's dried off she gets dressed in a pair of my jogger and my marron long-sleeved top. 'I hate the leg Jamie' she says 'maybe we get one you like' I offer. Rose reaches her hand runs it down my arm 'I like you arm' she says 'and your hand' she add linking her hand with mine. 'How would you like hair?' I ask 'I'm not sure' rose replies 'would you like it braided?' I ask 'yes please' Rose replies. 'I'll just get the bits I need from wanda' I say 'I won't be long' I say kissing her forehead, I quickly head to get the bits off Wanda before heading back.

Rose is sitting on my bed when I'm back. I join her on the bed gently brushing it and drying it with the hairdryer. As I'm doing the braids it reminds me of when I did this for Rebbeca when she was younger. 'James?' Rose's voices pulls me out of the memory 'mmhhh' I reply 'is everything okay?' She asks 'just memories,' I reply 'I remember doing this for Rebecca' I reply. 'Your sister?' Rose asks me. 'Yeah' I reply. I finish and Rose turns to face me 'I'm sorry' rose says looking down 'hey, doll you have nothing to worry about' I say gently lifting her chin 'it's always good to remember you past. Growing up' I say 'but that's the thing Jamie, I don't remember anything' she says. 'Come Here' I say opening my arms 'you can always ask papa, I'm sure he has some pictures' I say after she climbed into my lap. 'I've missed so much' she says 'I used to cry for papa until nothing' she says crying. 'I remember the first time I saw you, you were in a pod they said 'meet your partner' ' rose says 'oh Rose' I say holding her close 'I'm sorry we met that way but I don't regret it' I tell her 'I care alot for you, I always will'. I reply 'can you explain jamie' rose ask me 'of course I can, papa understands. He will be there too' I reply 'what if she hates me and never wants to see me again'  rose asks 'I'm sure papa will help explain' I reply 'papa loves you, I love you' I say kissing her forehead.

Rose and I head outside to wait for we sit on the grass looking out toward the small lake. 'Im tired Jamie' Rose says 'you can have a nap whilst we wait' I say. Rose sitting in my lap rests her head on my shoulder, I wrap my arms around her 'ill let you know when papa's here' I say kissing the top of her head.

Clints pov

I has just picked up Laura 'in nervous clint, what if she wants nothing to do with me' she says, 'she thought it was her fault, her friends reassured her it wasn't her fault' I reply. We soon arrive back at the compound 'they will be outside by the lake' I say as we leave the jet 'afternoon Laura' Steve says 'afternoon Steve' she replies 'you've come to see Rose?' He asks 'I am' Laura replies 'they are down by the lake' he says before leaving and I begin to lead her to rose and bucky.

'Who's that?' Laura asks pointing to bucky who's backs to us 'that's her friend' I reply. I guide her and we sit down by them both I see she's asleep. Bucky smiles 'rose, papa's back' he says rubbing her back 'jamie' she groans quietly causing us to chuckle.

Laura's pov

I sat down by clint who was sat between me and the other person who had some one on their lap, I hear quiet whispers and chuckling. 'Doll, there's someone who would like to see you' the person says. The person on their laps moves slightly. 'Papa's here' they says 'papa?' A quiet voice says 'I'm here love, mamas here' clint says.

I see someone face us 'this is mama' clint says pointing to me 'mama?' They ask 'yes rose mama' clint says 'hi mama' they say 'Hi Rose' I reply, I look towards Rose who is sat on this guys lap 'I'm James, lovely to meet you' he says extending his right hand to me, 'lovely to meet you james' i reply shaking his hand. 'How did you and Rose meet?' I ask. 'It's a long story' he says.

'Do you remember the winter soldier?' Clint asks me 'yeah I think so' I reply. 'That was me' James says 'I fell of a train in the 40's when Hyrda got hold of me and brainwashed me, made me do things I didn't want to' he says 'I'm not him now' he replies. 'What happened to me happened to Rose' he says 'so you took rose?' I ask slightly angry, 'Laura love, listen to him please' clint says placing his hand on mine.

'The first time I met Rose was when she was older, she was thrown into my cell at the base we were held in' he tells me 'she didn't look good, I knew from that day I'd do anything to keep her safe' James continues. 'It's okay Doll, your safe, I'm safe' he says holding her close kissing the top of her head before turning back to face me. 'At night we 'cuddled'' he says 'it's not your normal cuddle, I laid with my back to the door and Rose laid into my chest, I had my arms around her. I did this so she felt safe' he says.

'Rose told me how she first saw me when she was alot younger and they told her that she would be partner to the winter soldier as they wanted both the winter soldier and widow to produce new soldiers and widows' James says.

'But what happened between being taken and meeting you?' I ask 'she was in the red room where she met Nat. Nat know a bit more of what happened there' he says.

'Rose?' I ask 'I love you' I say 'I've missed you so much, so does papa' I say. Rose begins to move over to us both she hug us both 'I love you  and missed you both too' rose says. My hand is on her left leg, she looks at me and then my hand. Rose moves back over to James wrapping her arms and legs around him. 'We will explain but when she's ready' James says