8. "My Moon" Hoshi = Sad/Angst

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Note!

This is a repost from my other account since I have abandoned that account, I moved it here. Enjoy~

For this imagine, let's pretend you are half-Japanese, okay?

Role: Itsuki

"So... You want to break up with me because... your groupmates... dared you to...?" You asked slowly if you got everything right as your brain is still processing it. Breaking up during your fifth anniversary is just wrong.

"Not only that but I have found someone else much better than you. Sorry Itsuki." Hoshi, your boyfriend, answered while scratching the back of his neck.

"Oh, okay. It's cool." You answered plainly but deep inside you wanted to cry your heart out.

"Here." You said, handing him your present for your fifth anniversary which was a cresent moon-shaped earring. You removed your star-shaped earring and handed it to him; it was your couple earrings.

You smiled fakely towards him and did a cool salute. "Bye." You said and turned your heels around, walking away from your now ex-boyfriend as a tear rolled out from your eye.

You questioned yourself while walking...

How could he just throw out your five years relationship? Where did you go wrong? You are poor and you admit that you aren't even close to perfection but you tried your best. After practice, you would bring him and his groupmates food to eat. You hardly ate and did your best at your job so that you could cook them meals. You would occassionally spend time with them and if you have a day off, you would spend it with them even if you want to rest.

Maybe you're not enough for him... Maybe you didn't try hard enough...

You started to feel dizzy as you crossed the street. Your mind was soon shutting down and you almost collapsed infront of the incoming truck but you felt someone caught you and you closed your eyes when you couldn't handle the weight anymore.

Hoshi's POV

"I'm back!" I said and went inside our dorm where my groupmates are just lying and goofing around but the dorm was very clean.

"Welcome back, Hoshi." Junghan smiled towards me and I smiled back.

"Guess what?" I asked with a big smile of my face.

"What?" Dino, who suddenly felt excited, asked.

"I did the dare!" I announced, they all looked at me with a confused look then looked at each other.

"What dare?" Hansol asked. This kid, playing around with me.

"You know? You all dared me to break up with Itsuki, remember?" They look shocked at what I have said. They thought I couldn't do it, huh?

"Hoshi, it was just a joke." S. Coups-hyung said but my expression remained happy.

"Why are you so happy about this?" The8 asked with a somewhat terrified look.

"Because I found someone better than her! She's much prettier, rich and she's perfect!" They look sad, are they not happy about this?

"No one could be better than noona, Hoshi-hyung." Mingyu said. All of them looked very sad and agreed with him.

"Trust me! There's someone better than her! You just haven't seen her yet!" I defended. Why do they like that Itsuki anyway? "Anyway, she's coming here later for dinner, thanks for cleaning up!"

"That's not for her." Woozi hyung spat harshly and glared at me. Did I do something wrong? Was the decision I made wrong?

"Why are you all so fond of that poor Itsuki?!" I snapped to all of them, they gave me a serious look and I returned it with a glare.

"She comes here almost everyday just to make us feel relaxed and all better after a tiring day even she herself will die because she didn't have enough rest. She hardly ate just to cook us food." Joshua hyung answered calmly. He paused and then continued.

"She works too hard just for us! She doesn't even sleep because she has two jobs just to earn money! She may be poor but she made great efforts for us just for you for pete's sake Soonyoung!" Joshua-hyung grapped my collar while the others tried to separate me from him.

"Then why don't you just be with her, huh?!" I spat angrily, not letting myself lose.

"I can't because she loves you, okay?!" The dorm became silent. My gaze softened while guilt started to eat me up. "No matter what I do, she will always choose you, Soonyoung. Can't you see that?" He asked, I could see tears bubbling up in his eyes.

He made me realize that I lost something precious. We lost someone irreplacable. And it's because of me.

"Hyung, I'm sorry I-"

"You know what? Fuck it. Do what you want. It's too late to realize everything." Hyung said and walked out, bumping my shoulder harshly with Jun, Woozi, and Dino tailing along.

"You screwed up big time, hyung." DK said, I lowered my head and walked out of the building, heading straight to her house. I don't care if it's raining, I just need to go and take her back.

"Excuse me!" I said and pressed the door bell. Soon, the door opened and it revealed her mom, "Is Itsuki there?" I asked.

"Ani. Wae?" I just bowed and ran off. Where are you, Itsuki? I brought up my phone and dialed her number.

After a few rings, she answered.

"Yeoboseyo?" It wasn't her. It was a male.

"Who are you?" I asked with a cold tone.

"Oh Sehun, who are you?" My sunbae from EXO, asked back.

"A-annyeonghaseyo, sunbae! Hoshi from Seventeen. Is Itsuki there?" I stopped running and stopped near the cafe where we met a while ago.

"You mean the owner of this phone? Yes, she is. She's staying here for a while and she has a very high fever." I started feeling nervous and started running again, to SM Entertainment this time.

"I'm on my way there, Sunbae!" I ended the call and ran as quickly as I could

"No." I heard her heartbreaking voice that was once cheerful but turned icy cold. "Don't come here, Soonyoung. I don't want to see your face anymore." I stopped running as I felt my heart shatter into pieces.

"O-onegai, Itsuki-chan! D-don't be like that!" I pleaded while trying to catch my breathe.

"Anata ga daikirai." Those words shattered me, my world. "Jaa." The call ended.

"Ahhhhh!!!" I screamed out in frustration and fell on my knees. She hates me now. What am I suppossed to do? She doesn't want to see me.

My moon, please come back.

Note!

Itsuki in Japanese means Moon, Hoshi in Japanese means Star for those who didn't know :)

Saranghaiko:

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