Seventeen Imagines by saranghaiko。[END]

20. "Forget it." Jeonghan = Angst/Happy

Requested by: LadyBatman23

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Role: Angel

"Why are you so lazy?!" Your boyfriend, Jeonghan, yelled. You moved a big on the couch to have a comfortable position, too tired to fight him back after your long day doing your two part time jobs he doesn't know about.

"Shut up, Jeonghan... I'm tired..." You mumbled with your probably last breath and closed your eyes.

"Oh, well excuse me! I'm the only one who works around here! I'm an idol for goodness sake! While you? You're normal yet you don't even do a single thing!" You slightly flinched as a reaction when you felt the stinging pain of your head, what he was saying wasn't absorbed in your mind since you are honestly very worn out.

"Tsk. You don't even know how hard it is." He said after not gaining any responses from you. You forced yourself to sit up on the couch and stand up with all your might after he has crossed the line.

"What did you just say?!" You started screaming, not minding the painful ache of your whole body.

"You are too lazy! You don't even do anything while I do all the work as an idol!" He fought back as if he was insensitive. "I come home after a tiring day only to see you every single dat lied down on the couch lazily?!"

"Well isn't that great that you're an idol?!" You shouted, "All you do is practice dancing, dance, dance, sing, dance, practice, do fansigns, train and have fun whie doing so! You-"

Slap.

Believe it or not.

He just slapped you.

Your boyfriend just slapped you.

The angel, Yoon Jeonghan, just slapped you.

You hesitantly reached out for the burning pain of the cheek and...

Slap!

You also slapped him back.

Tears bubbling in your eyes.

"Let's just break up if you can't even show a tiny bit of understanding."

It stabbed your heart as if it was sharp knives.

"Get out! Leave me! We're over! Go leave me you asshole! Get out of my house! Get out! I'm so done with you!" You harshly pushed him to the door and pushed him out.

You honestly didn't care anymore.

"Don't ever come back!" You yelled for the last time before slamming the door close at his face.

You took a deep breath to calm yourself.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Inhale-

You ended up crying. You slid down the door until you were seated and cried yourself all night long until you doze off.

Not only were you tired and hurt physically, but also emotionally.

Thanks to him.

Everyday you would cry. Not going to work nor go outside. You only eat instant noodles, that's all.

You regret everything. You should've just understood him. You broke up. You're suffering and it's all your fault.

You filled the bathtub wth cold water. Without hesitation, you dipped yourself in and closed your eyes, slowly going deeper to drown yourself when...

"Noona?" Your eye dart open when you heard the familiar voice. You look to your left where you left the door open and saw Hoshi standing there, looking at you with a terrified look.

"Noona what are you doing?!" He quickly walked up to you and carried you out the tub. He removed his jacket and wrapped it around you. "Stay here, okay?!" He dashed out the room after he said that. You didn't give a response due to the coldness.

You were shivering and clearly breathing, but your eyes were lifeless already.

"What happend noona? Why are you doing this?" Hoshi arrived with two bath towel and wrapped it around you. He noticed that the shivering didn't stop so he embraced you as tightly as he could.

"Jeonghan... H-h-he... b-broke up wi-with me..." You felt your tears streaming dow your cheeks again. You leaned in on Hoshi's chest and you cried there as he caressed your wet hair.

"There, there. It's alright noona, it's alright." He said in a hushing yet soothing tone. He was kind enough to let you cry on him as you passed out.

When you woke up, you told him what happened, even your little secret. He was surprised by all of it.

Hoshi moved in your house to accompany you even though you told him you'll do fine, but he insisted.

Thanks to him, you're starting to calm yourself and think things through. He would make you smile and laugh and he was there for you no matter what.

Knock knock~

"Who's there?" Hoshi cheerfully made his way to the door. You woke up by the sound of the knocking so you sat up on the bed for a few minutes before slowly walking down the stairs.

"-re's Angel?"

"You can't see her, hyung!"

"Where is she?! Why are you here?!"

"None of your business!"

"So the rumor is true... You're together aren't you?"

"Soonyoung...? Jeonghan?" You look at the two of them who were arguing. You took a step back as Jeonghan started to approach you.

"Angel is it true?" He said with a heart breaking voice that softened your gaze.

"W-what?" You asked, still with a scared expression. You felt like crying as memories of your fight returns to your mind but you tried not to burst out.

"That you're with Hoshi?" You quickly shook you head, denying the rumor.

"Why would I be with her, hyung?" Hoshi asked, seemingly have calmed himself down.

"You started living with her and you were always with her. You were caught holding hands in the market place." The sadness was very clear in the way he spoke.

In the corner of your eyes, you saw Hoshi mouthing that he'll leave us. You wanted to stop him but it was too late.

"Angel..." Jeonghan called out softly. Another heart breaking look on his face. "Please take me back." He knelt down in front of you and held your hand that sent shivers down your spine.

"W-why...?" You started, still fighting back the tears. "You're an idol, right? It's hard to be one. You're always tired and stressed. When you get back, you just see a selfish and lazy girl who complains she's tired because she just got home from a tiring day of hardwork. Completely insensitive that her beautiful and angel boyfriend is more tired than her." You two were crying already. You just noticed it when you paused.

"Jeonghan..." You gently held his hand and gave a sad smile, "Go find someone better than me." His head bolt up when he heard that so he shook his head aggressively.

"No! You're the only one I love! I'm so sorry for not thinking of the hardships you're going through, I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings! I'll do anything just please take me back!" He begged, sounding desperately. You want him to be happy but you wanted him to be with you. You honestly can't even picture life without him forever.

"O-okay... I'm sorry for not understanding you enough." You said softly, he shook his head and hugged you.

"Let's just forget that."