Awakened Pleasures (R-18)

Chapter 32

[Trevor's List of Alters]

1. Trevor San Jose - Original/Main

Abused by his father. He went to orphanage and met some friends. He was brought to the states and lived with her mother and twin. He got bullied which triggered something in him. He eventually found out that he has DID or Dissociative Identity Disorder. He received proper medication and treatment. They went back to the Philippines and visited Laura. Something triggered him when she saw her. The rejection made his condition worse.

2. Trevor San Jose (Introject Type - Based off of family member - HIS FATHER)

All the traits and personalities were based off of his father, Trevor San Jose Sr. He's obsessed with Laura.

3. Travis San Pedro (Introject Type - Based off of family member)

Had a nice childhood life until Trevor came. All the attention given by his mom was shared with his twin who consistently bullied him. He believed that he killed Trevor the night of the incident due to self defense.

(AN. Hindi ito ang totoong kwento ng real Travis San Pedro. All of these were created by Trevor's mind dahil sa DID niya. Because in real life, Trevor and Travis really get along and bonded well as twins.)

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Trevor's POV

"You cannot do this to my son! He would never do such things! Travis is a good person!" Sigaw ni Mom sa mga pulis na dumakip sa akin pag-dating sa police station. "Don't worry, anak. Let me handle everything, okay?" Sabi niya at hinawakan ang pisngi ko. "We will hire the best lawyer. We will prove to them that you're innocent! Just bare with it for the meantime. Okay? Huh?" Umiiyak na sabi ni Mommy.

Hindi ko siya magawang tingnan. Nakayuko langa ko at nakatingin sa mga kamay ko na naka-posas.

"I'm not Travis.." seryosong sabi ko at naramdaman ko ang mga titig nila sa akin.

"W-what are you saying, son? Of course you are Travis." Pag-maang maangan ng nanay ko.

"You know it mom, I'm not him." Galit na sabi ko sa nanay ko.

"Ano ba anak-"

"Let your son do the talk, Ma'am." Sabi ni Chief.

"The person who died three years ago was Travis San Pedro, my twin. I was the one who killed him." Namuo pa ang luha ko habang sinasabi iyon.

I killed my twin. I killed my brother.

"I have a DID sir.." seryosong sabi ko habang tiningnan ito sa mata. Narinig ko pa ang pag-singhap ni Mom. "I was diagnosed years ago."

"Stop!" Sabi ni Mommy pero sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

"It's your fault." Sabi ko at nagulat siya. "I've been asking for help a lot of times. You know how badly I wanted to get away from this illness but you chose to be blind. You turned away your back from me as if everything was still the same. You wanted to keep me and my twin, that's why you let me suffer from this fucking illness and manipulated everything that happened that fucking night! Alam mong kagaguhan lahat ng yun, Mom!" Bumuntong hininga pa ako after mag-crack ng boses ko. Nakita kong tumulo ang mga luha niya. "Akala mo hindi ko alam? That every time I attempt to seek help from others, you will use all your power para umalis sila sa buhay ko. You.." humikbi na ako, hindi ko na mapigilan pa. "You should've used your power or influence to help me.. hindi yung ikaw pa yung naging dahilan kung bakit nandito pa rin ako sa sitwasyon na 'to. You are selfish. Ang dami-daming nadamay.. sobrang dami kong nasaktan."