The Good And The Bad Muichiro x Fem Reader

32. Sakura's Final bow(Part one)

(Warning: suicide)

(Kagome pov)

Does life flashing before your eyes mean suffering through everything twice?

My life was nothing but shit, and I never wanted anything that was too much! All I asked for was a home I could die away peacefully in. Even I couldn't have that. The man who I thought was the love of my life betrayed me in the end.

"Wow! Kagome, you're smarter than our brothers!"

Even she betrayed me.

Sakura, the only one who I truly thought was my sister. Sure she was a bit naive, but she always had good intentions. Unlike y/n, she isn't stupid.

She was the only one I ever got along with when I wanted.

Why did she have to marry so soon? A mere 17 year old girl didn't deserve that kind of cruelty. Especially not Sakura.

"Huh? Already?" I asked.

"Yeah. If this interview goes well I might just get married next week!" Sakura yelled happily.

"Why are you happy about that. Weren't you crying when Amara got sent away?"

"Yeah, but she hasn't come back yet. Maybe this marriage isn't so bad after all."

"Alright, Sakura. Enlighten me."

"Amara hasn't come back to get us in years, even when she promised she would. So, maybe she forgot about us. If she forgot about us, then she forgot about this family. It all leads down to forgetting about this life that we were given. I want to get married, and forget about everything." Sakura looked menacing.

"What about y/n? Aren't you her protector or something?" I mocked.

"That gets passed down on to you before you wed." Sakura waved.
"Don't worry, I know you'll do great. Y/n loves you. Remember when we were her age?"

Of course I do. I also remember my first pick-pocket.

"Y/n is only 9. She can't fight for herself because moms got her on a leash. If we do anything, then not only does she get hurt, but we do as well."
Sakura placed her hand on my shoulder.
"You put yourself down way too much for your age. You're smart, you're snarky, you're brave, you're everything I wish I could be. You're everything y/n wishes she could be to. Promise you'll get y/n out of here once you marry?"

". . . sure."

I didn't keep that word. I'm going to burn it in a fire.

I regret not killing y/n when I had the chance. When I looked at her from the moment she was brought upon this world, I despised her. She wasn't supposed to happen.

I only kept her alive because Amara and Sakura adored her. Was I jealous? Yeah, sure. Did I want revenge? Absolutely. But did I act upon it? No.

When y/n was 10, she ran away and I had to pay the price for it. She came back with mother months later. To be honest I hoped the brat was dead.

Mother killed one of our brothers out of anger too. Now that I think about it:

How many brothers did we have? I don't remember mother being pregnant so much. I had about 10 brothers, I think. Why did I have so many?

"So you finally realized huh."

"Oh be quiet." I snapped at my demon.
"Oh and thanks for the backup during the battle by the way!"