19.04.24 after the hook up

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I still crave bodily warmth.
I hoped the hook-up would satisfy some craving, but I feel like after eating chips while starving.

To see my partner cuddled up with their boyfriend is like seeing someone eat a steak while you are starving.

I want hugs
I want kisses
I want scratches

But it doesn't seem like I will get any on this
So I starve

How can I satisfy this craving without bothering my partner.
How can i endure this hunger without hurting anyone them.

I am writing this again to sort my situation
I am not sure if I want my partner to read this, since I don't want to bother them.
I want to fix myself
I want to be better
I want to be lest demanding
For them and their partners

Ich und meine GedankenWo Geschichten leben. Entdecke jetzt