HIS WILDFIRE

Roller Coaster

I woke up around 2am feeling very thirsty. I gently released myself from his arms and walked slowly out of the room, heading to the kitchen. I wasn't really feeling much pain like my first time so I carefully walked out of the room making sure to not wake Jaime.

In the kitchen, I took a glass and filled it with water. I stood before the sink with my legs crossed pondering over all that was transpiring.
I was burning from within with pain and anger knowing this all this is just a temporary fantasy. I keep turning the glass in my palm when suddenly, an idea popped in my head. I took time to think through it and accessed all possible events but things were just not matching up. "It's worth the try." I assured myself.

Upstairs, I unplugged my phone and decided to text Suzzy about all what was going but on a second thought, I quit. Knowing how dramatic Suzzy was, I just spared myself the drama from her fears and wails. As part of it all, I thought she'd be asleep by then.
I moved to stand by the side of the bed feeling no sleepy urge. I stared at Jaime who was asleep to death and smiled softly. "Whenever something looks too good, there's definitely something wrong somewhere." I thought to myself and that was the case here.

I walked slowly to the desk at the left corner of the room with my bag. The desk was like one you'd find in a royal house, very beautiful and clean. I took out my laptop and a notebook and decided to channel all my negative emotions into my learning activities. I figured in my early years that I yield better when I'm at my worst. "I am never going to fail!" I affirmed.

I was deeply engaged that I didn't even realize the sun rising with its rays pouring in through the glass windows. Jaime turned over and over on the bed as the rays hit his face. Even in his sleep, he looked like a god of gold. I shook my thoughts off almost instantly and headed to the window to cover up with the brown print woven curtains. I knew very well Jaime had to be at work but I was very unbothered about waking him up. I was no longer engaged in my study activity so my stubborn brain decided to reflect on everything again, making my head ache badly.. In the midst of all this, I went to the bedroom to brush my teeth and freshen up to feel better, at least. I didn't last long in there.

I was drying my hair with the towel vigorously when Jaime woke up and stretched like he had being in coma.
He checked the time and sighed looking a little bothered. He got off the bed and made his way towards the bathroom, winking at me as he left while I blushed.

"What are the plans for today?" I asked when he returned from the bathroom with a short white towel around his waist, exposing his masculine and hairy legs . "Do you have any classes today?" He asked. "Umm no." I replied. "Cool. You're going stay here till I'm back. I have security all around and there's Joan downstairs to attend to all your needs." My lips were now fully parted. "You can order some clothes and order items and Joan downstairs will get them all from the delivery point." He added casually. He buttoned his shirt enclosing his dreamy chest under the grey satin fabric. I took in a deep breath before deciding to speak. "Honey." I called out, amazing Jaime who turned to look at me suspiciously because I always addressed him as "Jaime" or "Mr. Moore". I never thought about it much but it came out spontaneously this time.

He moved closer to me and grabbed my waist gently, jerking me towards him. "What's the matter my love?" He asked as he stared straight into my eyes in a sexually daring manner. I flinched a bit. "I just want to suggest that you introduce me to your mum..." "Ooohh baby!" Jaime interrupted with frustration. "You could even introduce me as your mentee or friend or something else and she can't help but grow fond of me. So when she actually finds out, things will loosen up." I stated. Jaime held my face up in his palms. "I really do not want to lose you, Grande... I'm not willing to take any risks atall when it comes to you." He revealed. Staring up at him, I held in a lot of tears as he spoke. "I know very well what my mother is capable of, it may seem magnified to you but that's what it actually is and it as much hurts me to know that my mother is of that character but for now stay safe for me until I works things out." Jaime pleaded and kissed my forehead passionately.

We headed downstairs and I could only see him off as far as to the gate. I saw a middle aged lean lady I assumed to be Joan who was earlier talked about cleaning the few glassware with a white napkin. She had pinned up her blonde hair, exposing her young looking face. "Hi Sir... Oh and little sir!" She extended as she spotted me with my arm crossed around Jaime's. She wiped her hands on her neatly ironed blue dress and extended them for a handshake. I gave in quickly. "I'm Grandee and I figured you're Joan." I stated. "Oh yes." She confirmed with a big smile. Jaime watched us with a smile like he was watching kids play. "Alright, gotta go." Jaime pulled me into a hug and I inhaled his sweet cologne which made me melt once again like he found means to always do. "Take great care of my pookie, Joan." Jaime cautioned as he pulled open the door and left.

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