Chasing hearts

~Chapter Thirty Four~ Vanessa's POV

I layed there in my bunk in complete silence lost in my thought I closed the curtain to my bunk so Kellin would think I was asleep all I could think about was him I really like him but I feel as if I'm his little secret I dont even know what me and him are. Then the thought of moving in with him came to mind would living with Kellin be a bad idea? I heard a ruffling noise and turned my head to see Kellin "May I join you?" He says with a small smile I scooted over and patted the sheets next to me gesturing for him to lay down he climbed in and wrapped his arms around me I found it comforting and I cuddled close to him resting my head on his chest and let out a sigh "Whats on your mind sweetheart?" He asks I layed there quit for a moment "What do you mean?" I ask not really wanting to talk about it "All night it seems as if somethings bugging you" he says while kissing the top of my head "Little bit" I say while tracing a heart with my index finger on his chest "What is it?" He questioned my body froze and I became silent trying to find the words to say but soon enough I began to cave I needed to know, "What are we Kellin? " I say a little above a whisper catching his attention "Never mind forget I asked that" I say in retreat "Vanessa I wanted to talk about that over breakfast tommorrow and I was gonna ask you something" he says I raise my head to look into his eyes "Why breafast?" I ask curiously "Because I wanna take you out somewhere nice so we can talk about it" he says "But I wanna talk about it now and what are you gonna ask me?" I say "Please tommorrow?" He asks "Fine but can I at least get a hint about what your gonna ask me" I ask playfully a smile spread across his face "Yes you may" he says then he caresses my face gently and kissed me sweetly his lips were so soft our lips stayed like that then I reached my hand up to rest it on his neck his hand slid down to my hips pulling me closer I pulled away for air I gazed into his eyes and they were full of desire, the air felt more humid my heart felt as if fireworks were going off I ran my fingers threw his hair and placed my lips back on his our lips moved in sync his tongue danced on my lips for entrance which made me weak I gladly accepted he tasted of mint our passion grew almost uncontrollable before I knew it he sat up and moved on top of me thats when he stopped and we pulled apart his breathing was heavy and so was mine I look into his eyes they were still full if desire but mixed with lust "We should go to sleep now" He says while moving off of me he started to slip out of my bunk but I grabbed his hand "Stay?" I asked he looked at me then smiled and layed back down cuddling me into his arms "Before we go to sleep have you thought about what we talked about earlier?" He asked in a serious tone "Living with you?" I asked "Yeah have you thought about it?" He asked I stayed quit for a moment "I will but only until I find a job and get back on my feet deal?" I say "Okay deal" he says while leaving a kiss on my forehead "Goodnight Vanessa " he whispers "Goodnight Kellin" I say while drifting off to sleep.