Chasing hearts

~Chapter Fourty Two~ Kellin's POV

I was feeling a bit drunk and I was dancing like an idiot with Vic we had a lot of weird stares as if we were crazy but Vic and I didn't care cause were best friend its what we do. Vic tapped my shoulder getting my attention "Better watch your girl bro" Vic says above the music and pointing me in the direction of Vanessa dancing with Tyler Carter I saw the way he was looking at her and I did not like it at all, whats with him? I gave Vic a look which practically says 'I got this' then I started making my way over to them once I approached Tyler and I exchanged glares "May I cut in!" I said making sure I was heard "Be my quest man!" He says while trailing off I held Vanessa's hand as she started dancing closely to me I watched Tyler in the distance as he walked off to dance with another girl once he was out of sight I continued dancing with my girlfriend she looked up at my with her sparkling eyes I pulled her close and lifted her chin to meet my face and kissed her sweetly our kiss turned into a more passionate one we stayed like that for a while our lips moved in sync our tongues met and our kiss was deepened she tasted of watermelon and vodka which I didn't mind cause I knew I tasted of beer which didn't seem to bother her ether once we pulled apart the look in her eyes was full of love and desire she bit her lip and started dancing on me I wasn't sure if it was the alcohol talking or her hips but I wanted her what was I thinking me and her just started dating its to soon to even think about that. "Hey Im gonna get another drink you want one?" Vanessa asks "Yeah I'll come with you" I say as I follow her to a cooler we got our drinks and went right back to the crowd of dancing people we drank our drinks and danced our hearts out Vanessa started grinding on me and I was fighting ever urge to control myself. Time had past and we were drunk everyone at the party was still partying pretty hard Vanessa looks up at me then smiles "Hey wanna head back to the bus its getting pretty late?" She says above the music usually I would stay out all night at these party's but laying down sounded pretty nice to me "Yeahh we should" I say then I intertwined our fingers and we start walking to the bus we walked until then music became very faint "Wait! I wanna piggy back ride!" Vanessa pleaded I loved her inner child it was one of the unique things about her I bent down and let her jump on my back then I proceeded to walk trying not to stumble but failed a couple times "Im gonna have a huge hangover in the morning" Vanessa says while giggling "You and me both babe"I say with a laugh we got back to the bus and I bent down so Vanessa could climb off we got in the bus and it was empty I don't know where the guys are but I know there safe having fun I pulled off my shirt and kicked off my shoes I look over at Vanessa she was siting in her bunk she looked so beautiful I crawled in my bunk and kicked off my jeans I decided it was gonna be a boxer night cause I was sweaty and to drunk to care at the moment the bus was quiet letting me know that Vanessa was asleep I layed on my back and shut my eyes. Then I felt someone crawl into my bunk I opened my eyes to see Vanessa "I wanna sleep here" she says as she lays next to me sliding her arm over my chest I scooted over and realized Vanessa was only wearing her bra and panties she must have been to tired to change into pjs she then caressed my face and began kissing me passionately I kissed her back pulling her body close to mine I tryed fighting every urge in my body to control myself she started kissing and slowly biting my neck my breathing started to pick up and my heart was beating out of my chest she started kissing me deeply again my hand began trailing up her thigh and I began kissing her neck she let a moan escape the air became more humid, I had to stop what was about to happen thats when I sat up and ran my fingers threw my hair she gave me a confused look "Vanessa we cant do this" I say breathlessly "Im sorry its to soon?" She asked her voice above a whisper her body was trembling from the excitement "Not just that I dont want our first time to just be some drunk night I want it to be special" I say looking into her eyes "Why?" She asks confused "Because you mean more to me than just a drunk night" I say while holding Vanessa's hand she was refusing to look at me and I didn't understand why I caressed her face then our eyes finally met "Vanessa Im falling for you" I say and in all honesty it was completely true "Don't say that" she says with a sorrowful yet angered look in her eyes "What do you mean?" I ask concerned "How can you fall for someone like me? I have no purpose in this world I have no one that cares for me Im just a girl with no life how can you fall for me?" She asks with her voice breaking a little "Vanessa don't ever say that again you do have a purpose in this world everyone does and you do have people that care for you whether you know it or not and your the most beautiful and unique woman Iv ever met the way you make me feel is unexplainable and I love it so of course Im gonna fall for you" I say to her and I meant ever word she looked at me with amazement "No ones ever said that" she said in a whisper I leaned down and kissed her sweetly she smiled into the kiss "Well its the truth so don't ever forget that" I say as I lay down next to her holding her close she cuddled into my chest and we drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

A/N:
Hey loves! This chapter wasn't complete 'smut' but let me know if you like it and feel free to leave comments on what you think! I try to write as much as I can but I get distracted by reading other Fanfiction's and story's a lot of people are so talented at writing if you have a story your working on and want me to read it just let me know! ❤️❤️❤️