OUR Amnesia/ Boynextdoor ff

4/ Sad ending between you and me

Ahyong's pov:

When i arrived at home i called Yuqi and Yeji.
We were talking about my fanmeeting.

- I thought they would be less rude- i said sad.
- Now you know how are they, you can unstan them now- Yuqi said.
- YOU WENT TO A FANMEETING AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?- Yeji said.
- not now- Yuqi warned Yeji.
- well...don't worry and don't think about it. There are a lot of boygroups waiting for you to obsess with them - Yuqi told me.

I nodded though they couldn't see me.

- yeah.

I suddenly got a call from my boyfriend.

Yes. I have a boyfriend and i didn't tell you.

- uh i have to go... my boyfriend is calling- i said and hung the call.
- Hi darling- i greet him after picking the videocall.
- Hi- he didn't looked happy to see me.

I frowned.

I started to date Hyunjin three month ago. It was a rainy day and i didn't have an umbrella but he offered to walk me home since he had an umbrella. He was my crush so of course i agreed.

Then when we arrived at my home he suddenly confessed.

How romantic, right? I thought it was a little weird but i accept and since then we date.

- what happens?- i asked him.
- did you go to a boygroup's fanmeeting? Without telling me?- he asked serious.
- it was just from a group, Yuqi wanted to come but she couldn't- i explained.
- i told you that you can't see or interact with any boy except me

I frowned again, like " when did he say it and why thought?"

- you didn't call me just to say that, right?- i asked.
- I called you becouse i want to tell you something- he started.

I don't like where is this going.

- wha...
- i want to break up - he cutt me off.
- what?- i asked.
- i only dated you becouse of a dare that my friends made with me and also 'couse you're beautiful- he confess. He didn't feel sorry or something.

I felt numb. I just couldn't believe it. He just date me for my beauty and a dare, Why couldn't i think about it before? I'm so stupid.

I was so blind that couldn't notice his plan.

- you didn't love me- i said, convincing myself.
- i used you- he says and ended the call.

I left my phone and looked nowhere.

- why?- i said crying.

I put Rosé song " gone".

At 7:20:
I went to buy some food and snacks in a store far away from my house, i wanted to take a walk and think.

- where are the cookies?- i asked to a worker.
- we don't have sweets, sorry- she said.

Great. Just great.

I went outside the store and walked to a park. The one i always go when i'm sad.

I sat on a bench and put my earpods on and listened to some music.

I hugged myself on the bench and looked at the kids playing.

Time skip:

It's 22: 30, it's so dark and cold.

I was wearing a T-shirt and long trousers but i didn't care.

I was alone in the Park and i was hungry, but i was to tired of my life.

Suddenly someone sat beside me.

- why are you here at this hour?- that voice....

Where did i hear this voice?